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I got a parcel from SG Marigold-chan!


Everything in the box was sooooooo cute and adorable!
I have to find a good size envelope, and send her some Evangelion things!

You want some candies?
I don't eat them at all myself, but I always buy new one when I find at the shop.


Thanks for PM and comments for last journal.
Lately I've been thinking a lot about it. and it looks as if I have had a nervous breakdown. I met my shrink this afternoon (I didn't feel good today, and I fell on the road on the way to the book shop, and I was carried to a hospital), and he told me not to think about too much, and relax. He always says the same for anything, anyways. But this is my life. If I can't understand or talk German, I won't get a job, lead my life. He wants me to be independent there. I don't expect getting jobs like I used to have before (I used to work for SONY HQ, P&G japan HQ, KAWASAKI HQ, MITSUBISHI HQ, and Microsoft Japan HQ before I got inked), but if I can't understand German, I can't get any job.

I wish I could get a work for a flower shop. That is my dream since I was kid.
People come to a flower shop, most of them have happy feeling, or they don't come to buy flowers.
Have you ever felt mad or angry when you went to a flower shop? Never, right?
I want to do something with full of happiness, smiling and love. Of course, sometimes flowers are needed for sad situation like farewell or funeral, even though, flowers can heal people. If i can get a work at flower shop, I 'd be so happy. Because I might be able to add some more happy essential and love on flowers for buying people.

So, for my dream, I need myself cheer up, and study hard.
The same day of next year, I hope I can talk small talk with new friends in Berlin.