I would really really love to move to Germany as soon as possible!!!!
Because I have to let mysef there in Germany, or my frustration and dilemma are getting increasing, and I'm getting mad. I am ready for leave Japan for Germany.
But he won't allow me to come before summer.
I think I have to find a place to stay for myself, and start my life in Germany as soon as I can. And I'll be waiting his permission for me to move to his place.
I have to figure out how much it'll be cost again.
I don't know if this is better or not.
But I hate spending next 5-6months with this frastration and dilemma alone in Japan.
I wish I could spend these months before summer as effective to me.
But I can't do what he doesn't want me to do.
Another dilemma.........
Because I have to let mysef there in Germany, or my frustration and dilemma are getting increasing, and I'm getting mad. I am ready for leave Japan for Germany.
But he won't allow me to come before summer.
I think I have to find a place to stay for myself, and start my life in Germany as soon as I can. And I'll be waiting his permission for me to move to his place.
I have to figure out how much it'll be cost again.
I don't know if this is better or not.
But I hate spending next 5-6months with this frastration and dilemma alone in Japan.
I wish I could spend these months before summer as effective to me.
But I can't do what he doesn't want me to do.
Another dilemma.........
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deadboy:
I cannot imagine for a second that someone would not want you in his arms as soon as possible. You are so beautiful and precious! I love your posts on the snack food board and you seem like you would be so much fun to be around. Whoever "he" is, he needs to realize how lucky he is that you love him.
mssasha:
Who is he (a person)? 