rokko

My dad is quite old, and he was juts too good for his age till he gets sick.
He looks really really young for his age (probably he looks 20years younger than his age), and he was working in some countries in South America a few weeks ago. It was tough for him to live in countries in South America or Africa by himself for a month or more, and he kept that for more than 20years.

I am okay, because I always want to be independent. That isn't same as "I don't love my parents". I am much spoiled too much, and my parents like it. I don't pay anything, like a flat rent, tax, insurance, gas, water, electricity, or any kind of expenses. My dad pays all for me. They can't live with me anymore, and they are so sorry for it, and that's the reason why my dad is paying all for me.

I feel that I am a bad girl, but I love him.
When I knew the fact that a daughter can not marry her father, I was so sad. Because for me, he was the perfect, and is still perfect. I don't think I can find anyone who is like him. Japanese people don't say "I love you" in family at all, but my family is different. We always tell "I love you" each other.

I'm pretty sad that I'm going to miss the biggest part of family.
He is my hero, and I love him so much.

I just hope he won't suffer.