Yea..I changed my name..what are you gonna do about it bitches!? 
I've been workin like mad, but I'll be able to afford Christmas this year.
I've been in the state of mind to long that no body is going to like me, and that everyone is going to think I am loud, and annoying. So, when ever I talk to anyone, or anyone talks to me, I clam up, and get all negative like. Like..I saw Maddy at the mall, and wanted to say hi..butttttt...I'm afraid she doesn't wanna talk to me. God, I'm a loser.
I've been workin like mad, but I'll be able to afford Christmas this year.
I've been in the state of mind to long that no body is going to like me, and that everyone is going to think I am loud, and annoying. So, when ever I talk to anyone, or anyone talks to me, I clam up, and get all negative like. Like..I saw Maddy at the mall, and wanted to say hi..butttttt...I'm afraid she doesn't wanna talk to me. God, I'm a loser.
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You need to really open up to everyone and not be afraid of what people think of you. I mean also look who you are talking about we are all loud ass annoying people most of the time, so I doubt any of us will think your are annoying. There is nothing to be afraid of girl, just come up and strike up a conversation. We are all very close with each other and are all very social people, you just have to interact with everyone as well. Its a give and take thing ya know?? I think your cool, so just be yourself and talk to everyone and you will see really quick that we dont judge others and are open friendly people. If you hide yourself and dont talk to people because you are worried about them not liking you, then you will inadvertently put out the wrong message. People might think you are rude and dont want to talk to anyone. Its an easy hole to fall into, just dont let yourself fall into hole!
Nice name by the way ... isn't coming up with a new name a pain in the ass???