Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

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I'm so depressed right now. I feel alone. More alone than I have ever felt before. I wish I could just run away. Just leave. Not tell anyone where I was going, get on a bus, or a plane, or in my car...and just..disapear. My heart could just cave in.
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fixate:
Depression is an all consuming monster that has slowly creeped into my world as well. I don't know why, and I certainly don't know how.

"This, too, will come to pass" - the only thing that is always true.

Yeah, it doesn't really help me a whole lot, either, but it's nice to keep in mind.

"Don't let the world bring you down. Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold." - Incubus

In hopes that you feel better
Fixate
minibeanie:
You can come over here and I will try my damnedist to cheer you up...... kiss

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