I'm thinking very big thoughts as of late. Very big and scary. Everything is there like it should be. Yet they are still very scary thoughts. Epic even in this little story I call life. So much could change. So much could fail. And failure would mean permanently tainted goods. But in success of these thoughts, there is nothing better. No friend test yet. Hmmm.... Read More
Perhaps someone is afraid of her address being known by random internet people. I guess I could've posted it in a friend's only blog or something. Hmm. I didn't really think about it that much I guess. I didn't think anyone would get me anything anyway. then I'd just be this pathetic girl who was all "give me presents" and then denied.
Memory is a funny thing. It is a sneaky thing. It is sometimes a mean and vicious thing and sometimes it is wonderful. It can make you smile or cry or jump for joy or run the other way. It can show up in a dream or a journal or a picture found stuffed in some forgotten drawer. For me it is... Read More
I try and not hold back anymore. For better or worse, at least it's not banging around in my head. True friendships tend to withstand a whole hell of a lot than you'd expect. I would tell esp. if it had to do with love. With the past, it depends, but my history shows I tend to divulge a lot of info about my feelings from the past. I tend to be wrong a lot, and I always try and admit that as soon as I realize.
Life is ever changing... It just takes some people to understand that... AND man o MAN am i learning that! lol Thank you! I hope that life is treating you with respect and understanding! Mauh!
I had another blog posted but I am pretty sure no one cared. So here is one copied from my myspace page.
Hello again.
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Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.
By the by. I am not endorsing Mr. Dodd as my choice for the next president. And I probably won't as I don't like his stance on some things. I am however endorsing his stand on the "retroactive telecommunications" issue and it is kind of nice to see someone in power using more then just words.
indeed...
