Saturday Oct 09, 2010

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Should i trade my GF in for a more trusting less paranoid model? If i wasn't training for a grappling event i'd so be getting drunk right now. in all seriousness. how much is to much? where must the line be drawn?

-me
chi:
I am one of those girlfriends, unfortunately. Having major issues in the past that make it almost past the point of ridiculous. Its hard to have faith and trust again, even when you love someone so fucking much. I'm doing the best I can, thinking to myself daily, "If I want this to work, I have to trust. They're not all fuck-tards like the ones before". And I'm slowly allowing myself to trust again, but GAH! Its a difficult thing to do.

I don't know the details of your situation of course, but I can maybe imagine.... constantly saying you're cheating on her, wanting to check your phone, wondering where you were and if you actually went where you said you did etc.... am I right? Been there, done that. My finance helps me out by letting me have full access to his phone/texts/calls etc.... just to ease my mind and not go crazy over the what if's.

Hope things get better for you.

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