roguemind

I bought some fruit today. I can't wait to eat it. I have not really had much to snack on during the day. So when i went to the store today i fixed that problem. I figured i might as well chose a healthy snack. And it is all organic yummyness. I just realized today that I have 15 days left till i start my journey to CT. It is going to be some trip. I get to drive and I love that. I get to visit my home town. I might even get new ink along the way. And then i get to CT and into my new apartment. I always loved moving in. If you ignore all the chaos of a move it is a lot of fun. You get to meet a new friend. A new place to explore. A new home. A change. Sometimes I feel that i get to content with where i am. I feel stagnated. It things like a huge move and a new job that stir the pot a little and remind you that life is still moving along like normal. Its like reading a good book. One that lulls you into being bored. It will take you all the way to the edge. To the point where you think that if you read one more god damn word and nothing happens that you will find the author and shoot him or her in the face. And then suddenly, like the feeling you get when you see the stars from deep in the desert for the first time, the books blows your mind and turns that fragile little soul of yours in to a hot bed of thoughts and memories tearing there way threw your mind. Thats what a move is. It is freedom. It is life. It is life in one of its most easily palpable forms. The change and the journey that you always knew was there is now staring at you face to face and asking what your going to do next.

-roguemind