The is a quote that comes to mind. I think it may have been from a blue october song.
and i'll drink my way to freedom
I walked in my door today and felt exactly like that. I put on and subsequently watched three more episodes of season five of six feet under. I was hoping it would distract me from what ever it is in my head right now. It did not. After the third one ended all i figured out was that i had a huge head ache. I kept looking at my freezer. That is where i keep the patron. It taunts me today. I do not work tomorrow until slightly after lunch so the thought is tempting. To drown myself in alcohol. I thing is i know it wont help me find my head. So instead i'm off to dennys with a friend. I guess.
-bloodyGIR 
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