I wish i could be less shy. I was told today that, that was my only fault(when it comes to my job). I'm to passive. Apparently i know what i'm doing. I'm just6 not aggressive enough. And that was the good kind of criticism BTW. I got slightly drunk with the big giant head from work and we talked about some things. It was a good conversation.
and just in case you get surprised if we ever meet. I am shy. I try to hide it, but i am.
Let me digress.
I think of a million possibilities a day that never happen. Most of them good, Sometimes i think my imagination effects my reality. It probably just some hidden link to my mind i havnt figured out yet. And ill give you an example. Some time not so long ago i wrote about a plane ride where i imagined(dreamed?) the girl sitting next to me would just start talking to me and we would fall madly in love. It never happened, She ignored me and I went on about my day. That was a silly example, I know. But things like that happen to me all the time. It is almost like if i think of something (good?) it will never happen. We all have dreams of a better life. But my mind attemps to think of everything all the time. Obviously i dont think of everything, but that is not the point. Everything i do dream up, that is a good thing anyways, never happens. I will leave this at that. I am pretty sure i do not want to walk the path that this little journal is going. If you read this thanks for paying attention. You are noticed.
-bloodyGIR
and just in case you get surprised if we ever meet. I am shy. I try to hide it, but i am.
Let me digress.
I think of a million possibilities a day that never happen. Most of them good, Sometimes i think my imagination effects my reality. It probably just some hidden link to my mind i havnt figured out yet. And ill give you an example. Some time not so long ago i wrote about a plane ride where i imagined(dreamed?) the girl sitting next to me would just start talking to me and we would fall madly in love. It never happened, She ignored me and I went on about my day. That was a silly example, I know. But things like that happen to me all the time. It is almost like if i think of something (good?) it will never happen. We all have dreams of a better life. But my mind attemps to think of everything all the time. Obviously i dont think of everything, but that is not the point. Everything i do dream up, that is a good thing anyways, never happens. I will leave this at that. I am pretty sure i do not want to walk the path that this little journal is going. If you read this thanks for paying attention. You are noticed.
-bloodyGIR
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And now i must say this: NEVER SAY NEVER!!! When you dream something that you want to have happen, BELIEVE IN IT and Say YOU deserve that (Whatever "that" may be!!)!!!! When you are positive, positive things WILL happen to you!!! Visualize your dream and work towards it! I know you can have whatever you want! At least that is what i believe in.... I wish the best for you and your life!!! Take care sweetie!
Awww and i made your hero list??? How did i do that??? lol Thats cute!!!
Ya and when i'm good at tattooing, i would be GLAD to give you some lovely art work on your skin!!!