rogueelephant

Its Funny or Sad. It the New year and I spent the night walking down the road on a rainy night reflecting on my life. I was having fun at the house, BIg party, friends, girls..but when it hit 12 I actually felt SAd. I really wish I can find a women who cares for me for who I am. I try to be a gentleman and respect a woman but I get seen as a Creep or weirdo. 3 Miles later when Im walkin back i get picked up by the police and they took me home.

All because of my fucked up mind I ruined my own night and missed my own party.

I have always strived hard to have my family proud of me and control my life and situations..I dint know if u can do it anymore.