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Oh the places you'll go, and the things you'll do.

Nov 15, 2016
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Hello guys πŸ’‹ it's been a while since I've written a blog post, I'd like to work on being better at doing blog homework lol.
It's been a chaotic few months, after several deaths, choosing to leave a job I was at for years, you know your basic adulting has become very difficult lately.
I've struggled with depression and anxiety since I was a little girl. Sometimes I'm really good at dealing with it, sometimes not so much. I'm really good at pretending that nothing is wrong, almost professional lol but then I go crawl into a cave and die after any social interactions.
I had a breakdown. Hit bottom.
The past week I've been really sitting down and thinking about what I want to do, what's going to make me happy long term.

I want to own a food cart. i am a really good cook, my momma taught me well πŸ˜€ but foodcart idea is also a money pit. I need a well thought out and planned idea. I'm tired of working for other people, I'm not good at it. I need to be in creative control, I have so many ideas.
I'll figure out how to get there. It's just going to take a while.

I also wanted to welcome all the new followers here πŸ’• I have a few sets in member review, please go leave them some love! it would mean the world to me 😍
Tessomancy

Chasing Sunlight

Brilliance

I've also got a set coming out in two months that I'm so excited for 😻


So, here's to being a real person again.
Any tips and ideas on keeping a level head?
World of Warcraft has been a good distraction 😹

robertbluesman:
Cheers to the fulfillment of ALL your wishes 😎
Dec 18, 2016

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