Monday night kind of sucked. Had to spend the night at the hospital undergoing a sleep study. I dont sleep worth a shit and I'm trying to figure out why. Anyway I was hooked up to a bunch of electrodes and wires and, of course, did not sleep worth a shit. I get the results in a few days or so.
Lately I've been a little down. Not sure why. I've been in this treatment facility for over 4 months and am ready to leave and get my own place. Which, by the way, is going to be an amazing luxury condo in a residence called Wurzbach Towers. Which also happens to be right across the street from the hospital where I work. That kind of fell in my lap. So I should be feeling great. But recovery involves feeling down and not knowing why. I want a drink. I want to smoke a bowl. And I want a few lines. But I'm staying strong. Cant fuck up. I will not be homeless again. And I've cheated death more than once. Dont think I have another escape left in me.
Okay. Guess that's it for now. Hope everyone is having a great day. Bye now...
Could you sleep with all
this? Since I don't trust the goverment, and this is a veterans hospital I'm in, I'm hoping that if they did something to me I become a bad-ass, vengeful, vigilante cyborg. Who can still enjoy the intimate company of a woman.
Lately I've been a little down. Not sure why. I've been in this treatment facility for over 4 months and am ready to leave and get my own place. Which, by the way, is going to be an amazing luxury condo in a residence called Wurzbach Towers. Which also happens to be right across the street from the hospital where I work. That kind of fell in my lap. So I should be feeling great. But recovery involves feeling down and not knowing why. I want a drink. I want to smoke a bowl. And I want a few lines. But I'm staying strong. Cant fuck up. I will not be homeless again. And I've cheated death more than once. Dont think I have another escape left in me.
Okay. Guess that's it for now. Hope everyone is having a great day. Bye now...
Could you sleep with all
this? Since I don't trust the goverment, and this is a veterans hospital I'm in, I'm hoping that if they did something to me I become a bad-ass, vengeful, vigilante cyborg. Who can still enjoy the intimate company of a woman.