So recently I have been thinking about my ex girlfriend a lot even though I have not seen her or spoken to her in about three years this month...life has been great I have never felt so happy in a long time I was even ready to start dating but lately for some reason it seems everything around me reminds me of her the songs that come up on my pandora it could be songs we listened to while we made love or just hung out and listened to. She has also been appearing in my dreams I would be walking away but she would try to hang on and not let go.
The thing that bothers me the most is I taught myself to hate her and for good reason too she cheated on me with 3 different guys all of which she met through Instagram and they started sending naked pictures to each other, she also accused me of being a druggie and told people I was physically abusing her. So naturally I taught myself to hate her with all my heart I got rid of every single thing she ever gave me including a note that said I was the love of her life and she would always love me...it's funny cause even after me leaving things the way they were she would always come and try to get in my head by having her guys message me on Facebook or Instagram saying to leave her alone and stop harassing her friends and that I was a piece of shit going nowhere in life. She also had the thought in her mind that somehow I would take her back like nothing happened
So what the hell is going on with me I need some advice on what the deal is with me am I back to being stuck on her or what?!?!?!?