roderickusher

yeah spontenaity ? is what ruined my hair last time...

Hey there, thanks for the joke you old cynic.

when it rains in AZ, it pours, especially during the monsoon. i drove to pick up pizza the other night and the roads were flooded. its funny though because in 20 minutes we will have 3 inches of rain. there is no real chance to enjoy it.

i've filled out a couple of those questioners. occasionally there is a question on it that makes me think, but mostly they are an exercise to improve my typing skills

Lion heart carebear?!?! haha...i actually still have one of those in a box somewhere yeah...Bjork is wonderful, AND she know's how to kick ass....i saw the footage of that reporter attack a while back on VH1...that was hilarious. You weren't even expecting all of that to take place. i would have been damn embaressed if i got my ass kicked by Bjork...and i'd definitely vanish from the earth if they had footage of it.

Your fortune cookies were my favorite journal! I loved it! I realize that love just happens, and was never in a hurry. Recently I felt like I wanted more, but then I remembered how much fun I always have when I play the field. My friends often characterize me as a guy when it comes to dating. Sometimes it is not so great. Probably just haven't found the right person. Thanks for the advice. I love fortune cookies...I would probably gorge on them all the time if I could...

Listening to songs until you want to scream is always good!

Yeah . . . Unbearable Lightness . . . is GREAT. I've read it twice but it's been a few years. I think it may be time to dive in again!

Have you read any other Kundera??

Adam Sandler's horoscopes were hilarious. I'm a talentless drunk....i guess i should go slit my wrists right now

I'm sorry, feel better. I haven't been able to eat very much since I found out I need surgery. The only time I am not in pain is when I am sleeping, so I understand. Cuddle up with some kittens; you'll feel better.

We'd better be on for next year. Right now, it is looking like a Prague, Brno, Budapest, Brasov, Bucharest, Sofia, Istanbul, and Athens trip. We will plot it out later though...

It's from Into the Woods by Stephen Sondheim. Lil' Red is a character from the musical.

it would look like a rave in my bedroom!

Ophelia reminded me of Tereza too! I cannot believe how much on the same page we are. Spooky! Tereza was my favorite character in Unbearable and Ophelia my favorite in Hamlet. I really did not like Hamlet at all. I didn't think that he truly love Ophelia and it really bothered me...

I agree, SG rocks.

i know what you mean about staying up all night...i've been struck with insomnia all summer long and i start school in a lil over a week i need to get back in the habit of getting up early and falling asleep sooner....

about my mushrooms experience....

Me and my ex took a couple of doses and went to this huge ass carnival called the Poteet Strawberry Festival. We took them on the way to the fest and they hit right as we were parking the car...it was still daylight mind you so it was a lil weird. We park and we're walking through this big field to get to the fair grounds. The grass is just flowing and different parts of the field are moving up and down like little grass mounds. The leaves look like they're doing liquid...the branches just swaying and leaves not standing still. When we get inside the fair grounds we're walking reaaaaaaaal sloooww. we must have looked really stupid. we're walking around and you can hear the carnival music in the background sounding real warped and distorted...kind of like the music in a toy with a dying battery. we're walking around the place laughing our asses off at who knows what and as we're walking i'm looking at everyone and thinking to myself that everyone is looking particularly ugly to me...and just like he could read my thoughts my ex says...."DAMNNN...where are all the pretty people at?!" to which i bust out laughing uncontrollably. it gets dark shortly after and we decide to get on this huge ferris wheel. the colors are amazing and the trippy carnival sounds continue. After we get off the ride we find a good spot and just stand there for a while looking at people. and it seems like everyone is walking by and right when they get to me they all zoom in at me and keep on walking. this made me a lil paranoid and i felt like everyone was looking at us like they knew we were on something. my ex has to go to the restroom so he goes inside this porta potty which is right next to this kiddie rollercoaster...while he's in there i watch the ugly kids ride on this coaster and i see this kid fall out of the coaster and fall on the ground. all of these people screach in shock and run to the ride. i'm wondering if this is really happening or not... (it was) the carnie stops the ride and they check this kid out...he's alright...dumb bastard was trying to get out to see if he'd fall and he got his answer alright....there's been countless stupid things i've done on shrooms i remember one time i tripped at my apartment with my ex and i went to go use the bathroom and i got stuck in the mirror for a goooood while. my eyelashes were just growing and growing....curling up and up and up. and my hair was just flowing like fire. for some stupid reason i hit the light switch and i got lost in the bathroom in the dark...i was feeling the walls and stuff looking for the door handle so i could get out of there and of course i didn't have enough since to turn the light back on so i had to shout out to my boyfriend to open the door...he kept telling me not to look at him that night cause i was freaking him out...he said my face looked like a cats face...haha

I study philosophy, Hesse is deeply influenced by Nietzsche, plus I like to study Buddhism. You should check out both film versions of Hesse's novels, they were done in the earily 70's, so don't expect the best quality. Hopefully someone will come around and make a much better update of the books.

reminds me of some of the flake "goth" guys i would talk to in high school very entertaining. I loved the Shrooms tales by the way...my most fun filled time on them was at a carnival....carnies on shrooms are ten times more scary and repugnant.

i get the z-28 and all i gotta do is take your brother out to meet some sluts?! sweet sauce! haha i'm fukkin down! shit, i might even hook up with your brother for the car . . JK! I'm not a pedophile, i swear! . . . unless. i'm jk haha

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nikki

*Tyler's Kiss*

Welcome to Fight Club.

sugar water eh? i wish i would have known that before. I've had both excellent kick ass fuckin' times on shrooms...and paranoid wiggin' out times. it really just depends on who i'm doing with i think...i've had nothing but good times with the person i'm tripping with on Friday but i've made a HUGGGGGGGE ass of myself other times with other people....ohhh the stories i can tell Yeah....lemme read about this story of yours...shroom tales are always delightful and entertaining

that's funny. thanks.