roddly

gonna start packing to move today. been putting it off. don't really wnat to do this, again. i move too much. i guess i jsut get kinda bored and move on. it' sin my nature or something. only htis time i wanted to stay. granted nowit's a slightly larger house. and the fridge is nicer too(big thing with me), i just dont' wnat to be that guy who has to move from place to place all my life. i guess growin up means makin sacrifices. i understnad that. don't like it but i understand it. move on move up. cept i keep jsut moving on, and i'm really not moving up.
i'm still alone, and i still have to go through life picking out the things i need over the things i want. still here. just here. not waiting. just here. blah.