so i'm fucking home. it's 20 of 5 in the morning and i'm bored outta my god damn skull. gotta be to pt in like two hours. fuck i've already been to denny's and it's just not the same. i mean sure theyy had all the food, and it was pretty good. but i mean the atmosphere was weird. little 20ish girls talkin real loud about how horny they are, yeah check, watress not paying attention to you after the 13th coffee, check, cooks running ot and yelling at employees sitting in the smoking section while i'm eating, check. and retards that look like they fergot how to dress themselves, check. but something was missing. i guess denny's is spoiled for me. or maybe it's that one person from denny's that's missing. who knows. i just know this. i know nothing any more.
i'm burnt out. i sleep all day, and that's bad cause i should be out processing, and i quite smoking but stated again. cold turkey not for me thanks. i need to see a dentist, and i need to get my shit back. i need to get the fuck outta ky. this place rots. or maybe it's the influx of shit that last few days. stimulous over load? maybe. or perhaps it's something more.
i don't know what it is. i guess i'm stressed the whole finding a job for real thing. the not being in school even though i should be, but school terrifies me too. i mean can i retain of that knowledge (fuck i can't even spell)? i don't know.
maybe i'm in a funk need something more. i know i'm retaining next to nothing. maybe an increase in gynsing in my diet? of maybe a diet at all. this eating once a day thing is for the fucking birds. i was eating five times a day. now i'm just not hungery. haven't been to the gym in weeks. that's bad too. maybe i'm being too hard on myself. perhaps i am stressing the little shit a bit too much. i don't know but this shit had better end soon. fuck it.
i'm not goin home and workin at mcdonald's thats for damn sure. but i need to go to school too. what to do waht to do.
and why the fuck am i taking days to draw a picture that months ago i drew in only hours? shit. i'm fried.
gonna go watch inu yasha................
i'm burnt out. i sleep all day, and that's bad cause i should be out processing, and i quite smoking but stated again. cold turkey not for me thanks. i need to see a dentist, and i need to get my shit back. i need to get the fuck outta ky. this place rots. or maybe it's the influx of shit that last few days. stimulous over load? maybe. or perhaps it's something more.
i don't know what it is. i guess i'm stressed the whole finding a job for real thing. the not being in school even though i should be, but school terrifies me too. i mean can i retain of that knowledge (fuck i can't even spell)? i don't know.
maybe i'm in a funk need something more. i know i'm retaining next to nothing. maybe an increase in gynsing in my diet? of maybe a diet at all. this eating once a day thing is for the fucking birds. i was eating five times a day. now i'm just not hungery. haven't been to the gym in weeks. that's bad too. maybe i'm being too hard on myself. perhaps i am stressing the little shit a bit too much. i don't know but this shit had better end soon. fuck it.
i'm not goin home and workin at mcdonald's thats for damn sure. but i need to go to school too. what to do waht to do.
and why the fuck am i taking days to draw a picture that months ago i drew in only hours? shit. i'm fried.
gonna go watch inu yasha................
Dennys has always been that way when I have been. You should have walked up to the girls and just pulled out your dick and said well I can fix that for you LOL.
Well your not in the good part of KY, your in a the small town, you need to come to Lexington and hang out.
I have lots of learning disabilities and I got through college, if I can do it you can do it.
You just got back from a war, it's going to take some time to adjust to your new life, or ever adjust to your old life.