roddly

i am finally wired up again. i'm sitting here watchign dane cook on the hbo and writing on the internet. hmmm back to the 21st century eh? we're dealin with windex and ghosts very prolific shit. i swear to you. but yeah i live. and am not dead. that is all.

well i'm home, i still do not have the internet. so i'll hardly be on here for the next week or so. however tomorrow i am going to call and inquire about internet in the room i am currently staying in. yaa cable internet. so much better than satelite. other than that i am running around like a chicken with my head cut off, and...
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i'm complacent, and depressed out here. this happens near this lond from home. i need a good shot of love, or a swift kick to the face. whatever.
i guess i should be ecstatic that we are leavung soon. but the daies keep getting pushed back, two or three days at a time. but after the last 6 changes it's changed by nearly two weeks....
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i really am already sick of this new set up. the internet here sucks. and now this site is slower than me in the morning. and what's up with all the similar themes for sets. i think i've seen like 15 rooftop sets this freaking week!

My Name is Roderick Carrier, and i am a Soldier in the United States Army. My roommate and close friend is dealing with a serious situation here in Iraq. We are both stationed in Balad Air Force Base (FOB). My roommate is currently dealing with his mother's failing health, as she is in need of a major surgery to replace her hips. He has received...
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first let me just say
up up and awayay ay ay in my beautiful beautiful balloooooooooooooooooooon
i don't know why i have that song stuck in my head

ok today was my day off.......... and it was supposed to be movie day. where i sit around and watch all those thousands of movies i've bought as of late
and it was at first i even...
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funny new develpoement in my smokeing habit. i can not smoke in my room as it is considered government quaters. and my bathroom is a porta john about 100 yards out. so i only leave to piss and other odds and ends like this. therefore i only smoke when i piss. wich is odd because now whenever i have to pee, quite often i might...
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i have been reading alotta you guys posts. what in the living fuck is up with, "man i only got like 7,000 comments on my last post. if i bitch about it i'll get more posts this time." AND YOU DO!!!!!!!!!! you guys are wicked amazing at manipulating others. how do you do it?
me though? it's been the same old usual bullshit out here....
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i'm hungery, god damn this eating at scheduled times shit.

so many beautiful girls, so little time. i have been fighting the good fight, and alas no one out there is acknowledging my strugles. it seems i'm moving farthur down the spiral to an evil dark place. and while that would probably firghten most i enjoy the blood lust as it is. i'm fighting wearily to keep my head above the bullshit. and loosing. but...
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it's been several months coming, but finally i have gotten the internet in my room, wich i might add is nothing short of a tiny little hovel here in the dusty, windy, rainy, shitty country of Iraq. i can't complain too much. it would appear i've got it better than some people. as i sit here and read journal entery after journal entery i am...
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well it's been like forever since i could ckeck this thing out. i got all excited cause yous guys would like have for ever to read my last post and tell me how much it sucks i'm in Iraq. but noooooooo. no one even responded to that. one dude like left the site and said good-bye. but that's it. oh well i guess i'm as...
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