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They promised another sunny day, but the sky's really overcast and even the gulls are crying in protest. Had hoped to have a BBQ on the beach, but that now looks unlikely. The sea's quite calm. however, so if I get a move on I could catch the next ferry across the channel and spend half a day in France. Maybe even stay the night....
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calixta:
How tall am I? 5'8"or so.. why do you ask?
scorpio_:
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So there are I am feeling about as low as you can get about the break up when out of the blue comes a message. I've been head hunted for a greast new job.

So do I immediately start celebrating? Nope...I sit back and ask myself if I'd trade the new job to be able to turn the clock back and have things the way...
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psychicgoldfish:
congrats on the job. smile
laputa64:
all you can do is move forwards and looking back is never worth it unless there is something that you could have learned from it that you might have missed. Congrats on the job and keep you head up!! kiss
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The sun is out, the sky is blue,
there's not a cloud coming into view,
but it's raining,raining in my heart.....

It's strange how certain songs leap into the mind at certain times. This is such a time. I've been trying so hard to tell myself I don't care that it's over. But I do. Yet another lump has been bitten out of my heart,...
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love:
aw, you're sweet. thank you!
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laputa64:
i am going to look into aquiring that book immediatly! thanks!!!

i have so many memories that i associate with songs...so where there are songs, come emotions...and the other way around. so i feel ya'!
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I've decided to buy myself a ticket across the big pond and do NY for a few days next month. So if anyone's free the first drinks are on me. smile
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calixta:
Wow.. I've never been to NYC myselfand I live just a few states away (tho I have been to the UK several times) shocked

miao!!
calixta:
Yep, I saw the message- all 6, your computer or the server must have gone a little haywire.

Do you mean the red corset picture? If so, it was from this weekend. I was at a Camarilla event (white wolf LARP) in Florida.. the dress up can be as much fun as the game.

and nope, Im not a vegie. My body doesnt handle not having meat based protein too well.. nor do my taste buds wink That sounds yummy. *imagines the smell of her hands + cooking lamb* mmmm...

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Decided not to sit around feeling sorry for myself about the break up with my girl. Tonight I'ver been out drinking lot of pink champagne with a very attractive friend.
And I feel no guilt. In fact I am taking her out again on Friday. The only odd thing is she is also Chinese like my now ex. whatever

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calixta:
Hope you dont get a hangver from all that champagne shocked

Good luck with the chica
doublec:
awww thank you! kiss
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I am in pain! I have just broken up with my girl. I can't think straight.

I am trying hard to rationalise and I don't want to do anything stupid, like turn elsewhere immediately just for comfort. But I really would like a hug.

Why have we broken up? It's too difficult to explain in this journal, but it was by mutual
agreement. It has...
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mitsukai:
::hug:: sorry to hear that, feel better.
mitsukai:
::hug:: sorry to hear that, feel better.
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Empty of thoughts ,empty of feelings.
Maybe I just need my early morning coffee.

Updated 19.07.04 UK time

Coffee worked smile

Now about some of you girls on my friends list. The general atmosphere is pretty damn depressing...so many of you on a low. What's up?

In the words o that oldie ressurected for the "Love Actually" ....."Love is all around you"....you are just not looking...
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flygirl:
a sphynx!
shicawgo:
i wasn't lookin for props....but thx.... you don't have to think you're beautiful to know you're a good person :o) peace out brother :o)
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My German visitors have now gone home. There were tears at the airport and some are still in my eyes.

I now feel terribly lonely. Maybe I need some more kids of my own. frown
shicawgo:
I'm sorry you're lonely. Have a bunch more kids...don't have more kids though man, adopt a dog or something...how bout that? Dogs are angels on earth.
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Things are still going really well with my German visitors....today we took the kids to the beach and played...an i mean played.
I haven't had so much fun for years.
Then it was good old English fish and chips
eaten out of the paper. It was a first for the children, whose mum normally bans junk food ( Although I don't regard F&C as junk...
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trixel:
thank you smile

I've been pondering kids myself. Kinda need a partner for that. My ex has brought the topic up.

Likely being a surrogate parent is more fun than a real parent. robot kiss
trixel:
thank you. smile robot kiss
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I was so concerned about my freinds turning up from Germany. ...now they're here I am really having fun. It's the two little ones who've made it so great. They are absolutely yummy. I'll try and get some pics to post later. I even think I'm ready to have another family. We played all day..they are so bright for five and seven. We ended the...
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miyu:
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Pictures for sure...footage later. I have to edit it and compress it for the web to go online.

Glad to here you're having fun with the family!
anarchick:
Glad things are looking up for you smile I love it when other people are happy