Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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Why am I not happy? Why am I not looking forward to 2005?
Why do I love so many people yet never really fall in love?
Is love just an illusion? Something we just paste over extreme sexual attraction? Should I become a monk and go into retreat?
Why do I have so few answers? Am I not getting enough sleep?
I hate the winter. Bears and the other animals who hibernate are clearly much smarter than me.
I don't drink, but I think I have a hangover. Maybe the result of too much sex?
Who feels like staying up all night and discussing the meaning of life?
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sinope:
a reply to what sweetness?

no frown!
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Have you tried prozac? It works for me! lol Seriously though, I think I DO actually hybernate! I mean...the other day I was tired after only being awake for 12 hours! I mean...what the heck is up with that? I'm seriously considering iron supplements! Oh shit, that reminds me...I was going to create a daily schedule for myself so I would actually accomplish more than just cleaning the house and watching kids all day long....that's what it is....I was just telling Vandilous today that I thought I might be depressed despite the prozac...it's the day in and day out thing...the same ol same ol every day....I go to bed around the same time every night...get up about two hours before the kids get home from school...do some laundry, clean up the kitchen...hey, today I varied a little and vacuumed and swept the floors! Oh joy! We went to Walmart last night, and I actually didn't want to leave! It was so wonderful to be out and about on a week night! lol Oh well....Maybe I'll start doing crafts with the kids or something...take them to the park....something different....

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