Maybe it's time to end this ex-girlfriends/partners saga...Thanks for all the comments and advice. Incidently, I was thinking of changing my name, telephone numbers and location; but that seems both stupid and cowardly. I am, however, practising to say the word "NO".
The too many ex's and no current is sort of worrying me though. It's not as though there's a problem with dating. There seem to be plenty of women still prepared to go out with a loser like me. Problem is, none of them really lights my fire. I'm now wondering if that fire has been permanently extinguished. On the other hand I still feel there are some romantic embers smouldering inside this man some where.
Maybe that's he problem,...I live in hope of romance when I should really just be thinking of fueling and satisfying the hormones. Perhaps a sexy slut would fit the bill? Naaa, that's not me.
How about I run the main options across you guys and you help me pick a winner? I promise there'll be no recriminations if I crash and burn.
In no order of preference:
Option 1.
There's this lady I was kind of in love with when we were both teenagers. She got divorced recently and we've been lunching on a regular basis. There's been no re-consumation of the relationship, but we do hold hands and say nice things to each other. She's also still very hot. Being of my generation we also have a lot in common.
Option 2.
The Chinese girl who was my steady until a couple of months ago. You may remember we broke up while she was home in China visiting family. We have been in contact again and she's back living in the South of France. Now she is a real fire lighter and we did have a lot of fun. But the main problem there is she wants to live in France and I like it here. I do, however, miss the intimacy we shared.
Option 3.
Someone I've never spoken about in my journals. A single parent girl I know in Moscow - met who through friends a couple of years ago. We correspond several times a week and I'll be seeing her on my next trip to Russia. She's a very smart IT person
and a linguist. Her little boy is a cutie. My only problem here is the long time relationship I had with another Russian which ended rather sadly. Also I'm not sure
this girl wants to leave Russia. I've lived there before and find the country exciting,
but my real home and work is here now.
There are a couple of others, but I think I can rule them out myself.
And I won't mention all the SG's I am in love with. Although they are probably the fantasies which keep me alive.
So who's brave enough to make a choice for me?
P.S.
Options 1 and 2 now no longer relevant.
About Option 3: I'll report back after
my trip to Russia.
Urgent update:
The too many ex's and no current is sort of worrying me though. It's not as though there's a problem with dating. There seem to be plenty of women still prepared to go out with a loser like me. Problem is, none of them really lights my fire. I'm now wondering if that fire has been permanently extinguished. On the other hand I still feel there are some romantic embers smouldering inside this man some where.
Maybe that's he problem,...I live in hope of romance when I should really just be thinking of fueling and satisfying the hormones. Perhaps a sexy slut would fit the bill? Naaa, that's not me.
How about I run the main options across you guys and you help me pick a winner? I promise there'll be no recriminations if I crash and burn.
In no order of preference:
Option 1.
There's this lady I was kind of in love with when we were both teenagers. She got divorced recently and we've been lunching on a regular basis. There's been no re-consumation of the relationship, but we do hold hands and say nice things to each other. She's also still very hot. Being of my generation we also have a lot in common.
Option 2.
The Chinese girl who was my steady until a couple of months ago. You may remember we broke up while she was home in China visiting family. We have been in contact again and she's back living in the South of France. Now she is a real fire lighter and we did have a lot of fun. But the main problem there is she wants to live in France and I like it here. I do, however, miss the intimacy we shared.
Option 3.
Someone I've never spoken about in my journals. A single parent girl I know in Moscow - met who through friends a couple of years ago. We correspond several times a week and I'll be seeing her on my next trip to Russia. She's a very smart IT person
and a linguist. Her little boy is a cutie. My only problem here is the long time relationship I had with another Russian which ended rather sadly. Also I'm not sure
this girl wants to leave Russia. I've lived there before and find the country exciting,
but my real home and work is here now.
There are a couple of others, but I think I can rule them out myself.
And I won't mention all the SG's I am in love with. Although they are probably the fantasies which keep me alive.
So who's brave enough to make a choice for me?
P.S.
Options 1 and 2 now no longer relevant.
About Option 3: I'll report back after
my trip to Russia.
Urgent update:
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rhapsody:
thanks it's going well...
_elliott_:
in a word: yes. it's cold...there's nothing else to do...