Someone I love very much( love as in the most adoreable friend) is recovering from breast cancer. She's had part of her breast removed and has just finished a course of radio therapy. I feel so helpless. She's too strong to allow herself to lean on anyone.
I want to be with her and hold her. I want to take her pain away. She's such a good person and doesn't deserve this.
When she first told me I genuinely wished that it had been me rather than her. I've had a good full life and her's could be still ahead.
In my recent journals I've claimed I do not know how to love. Well that's not true in this case. I love her as much as I could love anyone. Not because I want to possess her in any way shape or form. I just love her and i don't want to lose her.
People survive this awful thing don't they.
Please tell me there's hope.
I want to be with her and hold her. I want to take her pain away. She's such a good person and doesn't deserve this.
When she first told me I genuinely wished that it had been me rather than her. I've had a good full life and her's could be still ahead.
In my recent journals I've claimed I do not know how to love. Well that's not true in this case. I love her as much as I could love anyone. Not because I want to possess her in any way shape or form. I just love her and i don't want to lose her.
People survive this awful thing don't they.
Please tell me there's hope.
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'm sorry it's taken me soooo long to reply...what with the move and all...thanks for your sweets words...maybe that "IT", you say i have, will come in handy when i start dating....someday....
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