Tuesday Jul 06, 2004

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Quick update on my hot neighbour:
We talked last night and I told her about my girl. So we now have ground rules for any skinny dipping we do together. I feel better....I'm so bad at cheating.

Tilly threw me by annoucing it was National Kissing Day on the 6th. How did I miss that? It was news to my neighbour too. In fact she retorted with "Heh, that's a new chat up line."

I'm a bit concerned by the amount of alcohol some of my friends seem to be comsuming. I decided some time ago that too much booze makes us miss out on too much.

Time to call my girl in China...might update later.

Let me know how your days is going. Love you all

kiss
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miyu:
It always makes me wonder....have they ever had someone cheat on them? Maybe they don't care?

I think the true sorrow of it is, they won't know unless they find that one person and have them disappear. Maybe they never will.....


anyway..... integrity and nobility are truly hard to find. I admire you for it!
miyu:
I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have. We were friends for a long time and he was in an abusive relationship. When I found out he had cheated on me, he got angry that I didn't already know.....maybe he was right. He had been cheating on a long dead relationship with me. Maybe it was my just desserts. What goes around, comes around.

The worst part of living with knowing that you were part of a cheating relationship and you hurt someone else, is that the person you loved wasn't a lover at all. In the end, they were just a cheater. All my lofty thoughts of love really didn't amount to anything at all. I deserved it.

In the end, I don't know what I meant to him. Maybe I was escape, or a lay...he told me once that he loved me but I don't know if that was real. How do you know in the end?

I guess it doesn't matter in the end.


Total naivete in so many ways. Ah pooie.

[Edited on Jul 07, 2004 12:01AM]

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