rodbrit39

Folks I am feeling extremely lonely today.
My girl is so far away in China and I miss her terribly. I try to focus on my writing but she is always there in the back of my mind.
It's odd that I feel the need to post these thoughts here , but I guess I hope there are some of you who understand the desperation of being parted from the most important person in your life. And she's away for three months.

I have also been asking myself some serious questions. Like why, when I have such a perfect partner ( in every respect) do I enjoy visiting and viewing SG? OK this is no sleezy porn site - but I really do enjoy the anticipation of waiting for a new 'set' to appear. Maybe it's a generation thing, this semi-guilty feeling about the pleasure of
looking at half naked pretty girls and sharing their thoughts on sex etc. There was a hell of a lot of hypocracy around on such issues when I was as young as most SG members, and my girl for that matter.
And I guess I'm still surprised by the fact that she, my girl that is, also likes looking
at pictures of unclothed pretty ladies.

God, it takes a hell of a long time to grow up doesn't it. ..and I'm talking about most of my generation.