I 'm having a really bad day..so much bad news all around me and in my own post bag. It'll take all my strength to get through the next 24 hours.
If I believed I'd think someone up there has it in for me.
Sorry to winge...but at the moment there's no one else I want to talk to.
I fear this weekend's goi ng...
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If I believed I'd think someone up there has it in for me.
Sorry to winge...but at the moment there's no one else I want to talk to.
I fear this weekend's goi ng...
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rodbrit39:
My visit
Look I know there are no magic fountains or fairy godmothers..but I guess there's no harm in wishing. So I'm posting my small current wish list:
I wish:
My best friend will get better
I can take back all the bad or supid things I have said to or about people
I can learn to love
Every explosive device in the world misfires and never...
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I wish:
My best friend will get better
I can take back all the bad or supid things I have said to or about people
I can learn to love
Every explosive device in the world misfires and never...
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missfortyfive:
Thanks for the sweet post 
I send my next set tomorrow ... I do hope they want it
xxxooo
Miss Forty Five
I send my next set tomorrow ... I do hope they want it
xxxooo
Miss Forty Five
astasia:
fuck is never wasted, there is a never ending abundance of the word fuck, but in the case of my post.....a pissed off woman can use fuck alot...
but i hope you get most of what you wished for.... 
but i hope you get most of what you wished for....
I've just watched a re-run of Neville Shute's On the Beach on TV. It never dates and I believe we should all watch it now and again. In fact I would make Shute's book and all the other volumes which spell out man's potential madness to be compulsory
on all school curriculumn throughout the world. The Cold War may be more or less over but...
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nellichaos:
you probably in all reality don't want to see ohio....it isn't really cool here, but it might be if you've never been here. i really won't know, i suppose! *meow* 
danielle:
ha ha. there you are!here i am... 
Just a general message to all my friends out there:
If you're feeling down, please don't. Love is all around you, just look and ask.
If things are going great for you I'm sincerely happy.
If you're feeling down, please don't. Love is all around you, just look and ask.
If things are going great for you I'm sincerely happy.
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serenity_star:
i know! i kept saying that while i was there! i was so sad for them.
serenity_star:
thank you again! i'm a photo hog. if it weren't for that, i'd be more sad for the animals. i deleted most of the pictures where you can see the cages because it's so damn sad. they look wild the way i photographed them....unfortunately, i'll never get to see them in their natural habitat. 
I have decided to make one last attempt to find real love. Not that any of you care.
No more casual conquests.
No more pretending
No more cynicism
No more hiding
I going out there with determination and an open mind. I'll just have to blank over the 'past sell by date'.
Do you think it's worth putting myself on eBay?
Somebody write the ad...
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No more casual conquests.
No more pretending
No more cynicism
No more hiding
I going out there with determination and an open mind. I'll just have to blank over the 'past sell by date'.
Do you think it's worth putting myself on eBay?
Somebody write the ad...
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sinope:
Good luck I say!
laputa64:
it is my own creation....now if only i could tell that to the guy that it is meant for.
Someone I love very much( love as in the most adoreable friend) is recovering from breast cancer. She's had part of her breast removed and has just finished a course of radio therapy. I feel so helpless. She's too strong to allow herself to lean on anyone.
I want to be with her and hold her. I want to take her pain away. She's such...
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I want to be with her and hold her. I want to take her pain away. She's such...
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chiclet:
it's called Breast Cancer, Beyond Convention, edited by Mary Tagliaferi, Isaac Cohen, and Debu Tripathy. it's a biggun.
doublec:
aww, well i'll be pulling for her...she's lucky to have someone who cares for her as much as you do.
'm sorry it's taken me soooo long to reply...what with the move and all...thanks for your sweets words...maybe that "IT", you say i have, will come in handy when i start dating....someday....
glad you enjoy my pics!
'm sorry it's taken me soooo long to reply...what with the move and all...thanks for your sweets words...maybe that "IT", you say i have, will come in handy when i start dating....someday....
glad you enjoy my pics!
I don't know what I'd do without SG friends.
All that love out there, and so many lovely people who want to share it, albeit electronically. Just maybe I'll find that "Miss Right" out there amongst you one day.
All that love out there, and so many lovely people who want to share it, albeit electronically. Just maybe I'll find that "Miss Right" out there amongst you one day.
october:
that sounds like a good idea, although i was hoping to not have to move too far. where do you live? if i shoot in bristol i have someone to take my pics, otherwise i'll have to find someone.
Woke up this morning and gave myself a strict order: Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get on with life!
So that's what I am doing.
First priority: Find some TLC
So that's what I am doing.
First priority: Find some TLC
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serendipitous:
I tend to be a huge cynic, just not lately! Not sure when the hell that happened! TLC is always a good, good thing!
love:
I don't need an alibi, but thank you! It'd be funny to explain how I got to the U.K. in the first place, without any proof of travel. Swam?
And one big huge bed under the stars for all my friends sounds fantastic. Of course I know it wouldn't work in real life, but it's nice to think about. I'm such a romantic.
Why are you feeling sorry for yourself?
And one big huge bed under the stars for all my friends sounds fantastic.
Of course I know it wouldn't work in real life, but it's nice to think about. I'm such a romantic.
Why are you feeling sorry for yourself?
I've just had a giant portion of irony; especially considering all this crap I've been writing about finding it difficult to give my heart to someone. Well it now seems it's not much of an heart worth giving. According to the doc I have an irregular heart beat and have to do something about it pretty quick. Expletive deleted.
Update on the panic attack above:...
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calixta:
:/ sorry about the doctors news there...
ive done the kittebn mommy thing before.. its just time consuming.. and causes jelousy among the other kitties casue I spend so much time taking care of the babies...
ive done the kittebn mommy thing before.. its just time consuming.. and causes jelousy among the other kitties casue I spend so much time taking care of the babies...
calixta:
oh.. nd as continuation of a much earlier conversdation.. seems we have very different tastes in design style.. heh...
( i didnt forget.... just got busy)
( i didnt forget.... just got busy)
Sunday seems like a good day to reflect on my emotions...or perhaps their shortcomings
This being able to love but not fall in love concerns me somewhat. I am certainly not a cold person by nature and I think I am capable of giving g a lot of myself without ncessarily seeking a return on that investment. But total commitment scares me for some reason....
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This being able to love but not fall in love concerns me somewhat. I am certainly not a cold person by nature and I think I am capable of giving g a lot of myself without ncessarily seeking a return on that investment. But total commitment scares me for some reason....
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serenity_star:
nahh not sure if i want to be with him. i just want to hang out for now, nothing serious. i'm not ready for that. 
october:
i meant the set suggestion 
"A close friend suggested this was a form of cowardice. The fear of having my heart broken again."
...thats not cowardice, it's human nature. when you meet the right person all that may suddenly not matter anymore anyway. love isn't something you can really control.
"A close friend suggested this was a form of cowardice. The fear of having my heart broken again."
...thats not cowardice, it's human nature. when you meet the right person all that may suddenly not matter anymore anyway. love isn't something you can really control.
After my new girl's use of the dreaded word love last night I decided to make a serious decision...and it was with predictable consequences.
I find it very easy to show love to people, but that's a whole lot different from being 'in love'. It seemed only fair to point this out. As I expected, this wasn't what she wanted to hear. But to say...
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I find it very easy to show love to people, but that's a whole lot different from being 'in love'. It seemed only fair to point this out. As I expected, this wasn't what she wanted to hear. But to say...
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kellylynn:
i don't know about my youth or innocence...i'm just pretty open with my life. hence, no secrets.
doublec:
awe, now you're just teasing me..but thanks!
*hug* I hope things look up for you real soon.
p.'s thanks for the offer of a weekend in Sussex. The naughty food sounds especially good! Though I've got my monstor cake (see my journal) to get through