Monday Nov 22, 2004

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I have just run into one of life's brick walls and I am not sure I can survive.
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doublec:
awww, you are too good to me, thank you!!! kiss
chiclet:
frown feel better. take a hot bubble bath and eat something delicious.

Saturday Nov 20, 2004

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So there I was all dressed up in my "I'm a real grown up" suit about to leave when the office called to say my meeting is postponed until next week. You know the feeling? You're just about to explode and one of you farts or the bed collapses. Well that's a lie..it wasn't that dramatic. But I was pissed off. I was all fired...
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I have three step-kids...I see freaky phenomena on a daily basis! lol Actually, it's more like "what the hell are you thinking?!?!" LOL Every day we work for a more pleasant future though...for instance...this weekend, we moved the youngest's playroom out into the garage...complete with TV, VCR AND Cable! So hopefully that will help with some of the yelling and screaming! lol AND keep the house from looking like a disaster area! YAY! I mean...who the hell cares what the garage looks like? Right? lol
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Yeah, mine have said some pretty crazy stuff over the years! lol They've definitely cracked us up plenty of times!

Thursday Nov 18, 2004

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Just spoke to my wonderful girl on the phone. She's just off to Monaco with a girlfriend for the evening. Now I feel incredibly horny- she does that to me. But we won't see each other for another four weeks. Anyone fancy a surrogate role?
Big meeting in London tomorrow - could decide my whole future.
There'll be a room full of suits and some...
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chiclet:
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!
chiclet:
Aw, I'm not so much down, as, knowing I could do more, but I just don't. But, yes, write me a novel!

Monday Nov 15, 2004

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At last the decision is made: I am in love. That's official. I've done with all the prevaricating, pondering, pontificating and pertinacity.
For better or worse she's the ONE. I just hope my feelings will be recipricated, if not I am in big trouble. This is the first time in my life I have been totally committed to one person. I am investing my soul....
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fanny:
hey thanxxx for your comment on my set. i was thinking i might steer clear of being naked with fruit for a while x
yummygoodness:
good luck

Saturday Nov 13, 2004

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This is going to be a long sad weekend. Someone I love very much is in pain and I cannot do anything to help her.
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myra:
Thanks for the comment...Im sorry to hear youre not fine frown
rubydoll:
frown Spending time with her is doing something to help her and that is important.

I am sorry that your friend is hurting.

kiss

Friday Nov 12, 2004

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I am now very upset. Dear plan_ol_jane has apparently been in hospital and she kept us all out of the loop. When people I love are sick I feel sick too. I just hope she makes contact soon. In the meantime everyone please send her get well love.

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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Why am I not happy? Why am I not looking forward to 2005?
Why do I love so many people yet never really fall in love?
Is love just an illusion? Something we just paste over extreme sexual attraction? Should I become a monk and go into retreat?
Why do I have so few answers? Am I not getting enough sleep?
I hate the winter....
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sinope:
a reply to what sweetness?

no frown!
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Have you tried prozac? It works for me! lol Seriously though, I think I DO actually hybernate! I mean...the other day I was tired after only being awake for 12 hours! I mean...what the heck is up with that? I'm seriously considering iron supplements! Oh shit, that reminds me...I was going to create a daily schedule for myself so I would actually accomplish more than just cleaning the house and watching kids all day long....that's what it is....I was just telling Vandilous today that I thought I might be depressed despite the prozac...it's the day in and day out thing...the same ol same ol every day....I go to bed around the same time every night...get up about two hours before the kids get home from school...do some laundry, clean up the kitchen...hey, today I varied a little and vacuumed and swept the floors! Oh joy! We went to Walmart last night, and I actually didn't want to leave! It was so wonderful to be out and about on a week night! lol Oh well....Maybe I'll start doing crafts with the kids or something...take them to the park....something different....

Monday Nov 08, 2004

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Oh boy what a weeked. We were having so much fun on Sunday she missed her plane back to France. The downside of a non-refundable ticket was far outweighed by the chance of one more night together. I never cease to be amazed by the fact that whenever I think sex can't get any better it actually does. Unfortunately it doesn't help a chap whose...
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nycgirl:
...bars? where are you staying? are you coming by yourself?
rubydoll:
biggrin kiss biggrin kiss biggrin kiss biggrin kiss biggrin

Wednesday Nov 03, 2004

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I formally give notice: I am thinking of emigrating to the USA, getting citizenship, then running for President as soon as I can.
This is on the advice of many of my close friends who think, as a prime dickhead, I stand a good chance of winning. I am curreently working on my manefesto which I will publish here soon. Please send me your electoral...
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kiva:
kiss
thanks!
kiss
knightraeven:
thanks for the compliment, you are so sweet.....oh yeah, great gameplan you have there!

Monday Nov 01, 2004

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This coming weekend is tha big one. The girl I think I'm falling in love with arrives for a three day visit. It's decision time. So a lot's spinning in my head this week. The thing is I want this to be the real thing, but I know myself too well. I need some kind of metamorphasis after which some of my brain transfers to...
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vuokko:
It IS a secret. But you'll see it sooner or later. smile

I wish you the absolute best of luck! Letting your guard down is hard, but if you really work at it, it is SO worth it.

Hairstylists are the best shrinks. I hope you have a good talk.
homelesswombat:
follow your heart, geezer.

Thursday Oct 28, 2004

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Why do some people talk so loudly in coffe shops? I dropped in at my local Costa this afternoon for an Americano decafe and the hope of a quiet few minutes to think about some possible Chrsimas gifts I'd seen for my girlfriend. No chance. Within minutes I was surrounded by quadrophonic conversation of considerable decibells. Now I don't know about you, but I hate...
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vuokko:
Oh, in love? I hope so! love

Russia sounds like fun. Making a living off of showing off sounds even better!

It's so great when you can be friends with exes. Congrats. smile

I'm shooting a new set in a few weeks. Wish me luck!
doublec:
aww, ain't you a sweetie??!? kiss

Monday Oct 25, 2004

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I have just had the most hilarious phone conversation with a dear friend. She's in the middle of a hot affair with a co-worker. Naughty girl is married and has a teenage son. Anyway this affair is apparently at its peak and she and her lover can't be out of touch for more than a few hours. Last night they arranged to have phone sex...
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cassiopeia:
please forgive me. It'll never happen again. I think that is a funny story, but I hate cheating. Sorry. Even though her husband is doing it to her as well. My dad did that to my mom and broke her heart and ever since I have greatly frowned upon it. Anyways. Um. It's still a funny story...
truextilxdeath:
I have a cheating story. Actually. a couple. And it sucks.

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