Things are still going really well with my German visitors....today we took the kids to the beach and played...an i mean played.
I haven't had so much fun for years.
Then it was good old English fish and chips
eaten out of the paper. It was a first for the children, whose mum normally bans junk food ( Although I don't regard F&C as junk...
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I haven't had so much fun for years.
Then it was good old English fish and chips
eaten out of the paper. It was a first for the children, whose mum normally bans junk food ( Although I don't regard F&C as junk...
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I was so concerned about my freinds turning up from Germany. ...now they're here I am really having fun. It's the two little ones who've made it so great. They are absolutely yummy. I'll try and get some pics to post later. I even think I'm ready to have another family. We played all day..they are so bright for five and seven. We ended the...
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miyu:
Pictures for sure...footage later. I have to edit it and compress it for the web to go online.
Glad to here you're having fun with the family!
Pictures for sure...footage later. I have to edit it and compress it for the web to go online.
Glad to here you're having fun with the family!
anarchick:
Glad things are looking up for you 
I love it when other people are happy
I love it when other people are happyI am trying very hard to cancel today...it's been decidedly uncomfortable all round.
I've suddenly been hit by a deep depression and I'm feeling very unloved.
Tomorrow I have guests coming over from Germany and I need to find a smile. But to be honest I wish they weren't coming just now. I want to be alone. I didn' even call my girl in China....
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I've suddenly been hit by a deep depression and I'm feeling very unloved.
Tomorrow I have guests coming over from Germany and I need to find a smile. But to be honest I wish they weren't coming just now. I want to be alone. I didn' even call my girl in China....
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shicawgo:
2 more months of what? Don't feel lonely...There. I'm sure you're fine now
patient_zero:
I will, thank you so much!! He's not offically due home till Feb of next year but there are rumors that he might be home late Nov/ early Dec!! So keep your fingers crossed!!
Sorry to hear that your have one of those worst day since yesterday kinda days...those really suck!! But just think once you hit rock bottom theres only one way you can go from there and that is up!!
So keep your fingers crossed!!
Sorry to hear that your have one of those worst day since yesterday kinda days...those really suck!! But just think once you hit rock bottom theres only one way you can go from there and that is up!!
Update on yesterday;
When I called my girl was having a milk massage....this is now a daily routine for her. She says her skin is even softer than normal ( and that's pretty soft). She's promised she's learnt a heap of new techniques and will try them all out on me when she gets home. Yummy!
The neighbour saga has reverted to status quo before...
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When I called my girl was having a milk massage....this is now a daily routine for her. She says her skin is even softer than normal ( and that's pretty soft). She's promised she's learnt a heap of new techniques and will try them all out on me when she gets home. Yummy!
The neighbour saga has reverted to status quo before...
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fordy:
CHinese Summer School. I will attend a week of classes to brush up on my Mandarin, also have a calligraphy course too. All at SOAS in London
fordy:
Yup, indeed it isn't the easiest of languages, but it is fun to learn.
Quick update on my hot neighbour:
We talked last night and I told her about my girl. So we now have ground rules for any skinny dipping we do together. I feel better....I'm so bad at cheating.
Tilly threw me by annoucing it was National Kissing Day on the 6th. How did I miss that? It was news to my neighbour too. In fact she...
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We talked last night and I told her about my girl. So we now have ground rules for any skinny dipping we do together. I feel better....I'm so bad at cheating.
Tilly threw me by annoucing it was National Kissing Day on the 6th. How did I miss that? It was news to my neighbour too. In fact she...
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miyu:
It always makes me wonder....have they ever had someone cheat on them? Maybe they don't care?
I think the true sorrow of it is, they won't know unless they find that one person and have them disappear. Maybe they never will.....
anyway..... integrity and nobility are truly hard to find. I admire you for it!
I think the true sorrow of it is, they won't know unless they find that one person and have them disappear. Maybe they never will.....
anyway..... integrity and nobility are truly hard to find. I admire you for it!
miyu:
I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have. We were friends for a long time and he was in an abusive relationship. When I found out he had cheated on me, he got angry that I didn't already know.....maybe he was right. He had been cheating on a long dead relationship with me. Maybe it was my just desserts. What goes around, comes around.
The worst part of living with knowing that you were part of a cheating relationship and you hurt someone else, is that the person you loved wasn't a lover at all. In the end, they were just a cheater. All my lofty thoughts of love really didn't amount to anything at all. I deserved it.
In the end, I don't know what I meant to him. Maybe I was escape, or a lay...he told me once that he loved me but I don't know if that was real. How do you know in the end?
I guess it doesn't matter in the end.
Total naivete in so many ways. Ah pooie.
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The worst part of living with knowing that you were part of a cheating relationship and you hurt someone else, is that the person you loved wasn't a lover at all. In the end, they were just a cheater. All my lofty thoughts of love really didn't amount to anything at all. I deserved it.
In the end, I don't know what I meant to him. Maybe I was escape, or a lay...he told me once that he loved me but I don't know if that was real. How do you know in the end?
I guess it doesn't matter in the end.
Total naivete in so many ways. Ah pooie.
[Edited on Jul 07, 2004 12:01AM]
The sun was out early and I decided to go to the beach for a swim. But I forgot my shorts. It was deserted so I went for a skinny dip. Unfortunately salty seawater
is not good for my eyesight. So there I am wandering back up the beach to my clothes when, from behind the breakwater, I get this "Good morning Rod". Rubbing my...
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is not good for my eyesight. So there I am wandering back up the beach to my clothes when, from behind the breakwater, I get this "Good morning Rod". Rubbing my...
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adaline1:
yeah, patience is something i lack. but i will hold out for the perfect house!!! i must!!!
psychicgoldfish:
the latter, rather than the former.
Just completed some heavy chapters involving my central characters. It's the moment when they get down to screwing.
Found myself getting really hot with them, now I'm so damn frustrated. I'm sure some of you writers out there will be familiar with this problem. You create these characters out of bits and pieces you carry in your head and plant them in your computer. Then...
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Found myself getting really hot with them, now I'm so damn frustrated. I'm sure some of you writers out there will be familiar with this problem. You create these characters out of bits and pieces you carry in your head and plant them in your computer. Then...
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Damn it. parisambrosia's journal has got me thinking about France again...living only sixty miles away it's a great temeptation to go there often.....two and a half hours by fast ferry, two hours by train ( Eurostar).
But I'm hardly going to finish my book sitting outside some fucking French cafe people watching. (For people watching read: long legged ladies with the greatest asses in the...
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But I'm hardly going to finish my book sitting outside some fucking French cafe people watching. (For people watching read: long legged ladies with the greatest asses in the...
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adaline1:
we've found a couple of houses to look at so far but we can't go inside untill monday. i hate waiting!!! it makes me jittery and frustrated. i'm into the instant gratification shit which sucks because things always seem to turn out better if you have patience. oh well. i'll live.
doublec:
thanks and happy wedne..oh, wait..i've been slackin'...happy sunday to you!!!
Seriously in need of getting myself together. Work on the book has almost come to a standstill. The 'does she doesn't she?" thing didn't help. Then there's the lack of funtime with my girl..and there's two more months of that too.
But I must work..bills have to be paid.
So it's head down for the rest of this month...and perhaps less browsing all those SG...
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But I must work..bills have to be paid.
So it's head down for the rest of this month...and perhaps less browsing all those SG...
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anarchick:
As I've said before: when you're on a diet it doesn't necessarily hurt to look at the menue.
Wise words indeed!
Wise words indeed!
morticiajet:
o gave up coz stopped enjoying it and didn't think it was worth the money (even tho that was good)
Please Sg friends help me. My heart is bleeding to death. My girl has expressed doubts about our future, she's even thinking of staying home in China. It's possible, although she's said nothing, that she's met someone else there. I know there was an old flame there...someone she used to be very close to. But there was no warning, no hint before she left. She's...
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miyu:
phew.....thats good
flygirl:
close call!
Read all my 'friends' journals this morning.
A mixture of good, bad and sad. Perhaps July will bring better things for everyone.
My girl just called from China. She's upgrading her massage and therapy certificates etc. (lucky me). She was being massaged herself while on the phone...now that made me jealous.
Apparently high grade courses are still really cheap out there, and the qualifications are...
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A mixture of good, bad and sad. Perhaps July will bring better things for everyone.
My girl just called from China. She's upgrading her massage and therapy certificates etc. (lucky me). She was being massaged herself while on the phone...now that made me jealous.
Apparently high grade courses are still really cheap out there, and the qualifications are...
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I am obeying Britt's command and putting up a few more pics..mainly of my girl. There are others which really show her off, but I don't have her permission to share yet. 
doublec:
hope you have a happy wednesday!!! 
I've been pondering kids myself. Kinda need a partner for that. My ex has brought the topic up.
Likely being a surrogate parent is more fun than a real parent.