rockrboy

So last night I went to the SGNY thing despite the insane rain. By the time I walked from the subway I was totally soaked, dripping, and looked like I'd wet myself. It was nuts. Anyway wound up getting very very drunk and got in around 12:30 (yeah I left early cause I was wayyy drunk, next time I have to leave later). I fell asleep at like 7 though because I've had really bad insomnia lately. I've had a ton of stuff on my mind, mainly my lack of a job and lack of a girlfriend. Its seriously been like forever since I last had sex. I also really miss having someone to wake up with and all the other stuff. Also being unemployed despite spending most of everyday looking for a job makes me feel more and more pathetic. So I need a job and a girl. I don't forsee either in the near future.