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I accomplished a lot today for once. I got a hair cut, fixed the turn signal on my car and did some grocery shopping. Then, I totally cleaned my apartment. Not just clean, but sparkling, Felix Unger from the Odd Couple clean. Finally, I finished a chapter in my piano technician correspondence course. What's funny is that I am a chronic procrastinator, I often spend...
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I don't understand. To find out about DBM's friend Patrick, and then Benni just hurts, even though I know neither of them personally. It reminds me of when my mom told me that dad had died when I was twelve. It was like a lead weight was dropped into my stomach. And I felt that same feeling, that fateful day in homeroom when I found...
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nevermind.

Today in my digital syntheses class, my professor said the composition I made for my midterm was slightly boring. It really sort of upset me. But, another student, Erica, said it sounded like the music for Legend of Zelda. I think that's a compliment!

Solomon once said that all is in vain, like chasing the wind. But, not only is everything meaningless, it is also absurd. It's absurd that genocide is being committed in sudan and it's also absurd that a tsunami can kill millions of people. I exist now, but someday I will not, and this boggles my mind. Yet, it is in the absurd that people find...
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The weather was so nice today. I went on a bike ride and it felt so good and so free, like flying. I hope it stays this way so I can go fishing with my friend Jacob. It was also the first day of my spring audio class. I'm excited about it but it will probably be a lot of stuff I already know.

Well, after several months and alot of school I'm back. Hello SG!

I got the dreaded "You're like a brother to me," today. A five year crush ends in disappointment.
I guess love is hard to find, oh well, whatever.

The bad thing about having a blog is waiting for something interesting enough to write about to happen. Well, anyway, last night there was a horrible storm. The tornado sirens went off when I was at work. Everyone was sent back to layaway so there was about two hundred people crowded into a space maybe twice the size of my room. The tornado apparently didn't...
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Well, as the rest of the world seems to fall apar,t I seem to have somewhat pulled mine back together. I got my hours per week reduced so now I have some time for schoolwork. The new news feed thing on Facebook really makes me mad. Facebook as always scared me a little bit but I need to communicate with my friends. Now, it seems...
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