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Thursday Jun 21, 2007

Jun 21, 2007
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The air has finally cooled down and the breeze feels refreshing against my bare shoulders.

I am sitting at the pool by my apartment, feet dangling in the water.

There is a dream like quality to the waves as they move my ankles up and down, side to side.

I notice the half lit moon hanging high in the sky.

The sky has turned a darker shade of blue that is calming to look at.

Trees nearby somehow seem greener than usual and birds chase each other overhead.

I lay my back down on the concrete and close my eyes.

I think, "If someone were to see me right now, would they think I was dead?"

Would it matter if I was?

All of these sensations makes me wonder,

"If there is a heaven, is this how how it feels to be there?"
mooncalf2:
That sounds lovely. I so wish I could join you. Instead I must get ready to drive to washington and start looking for a job. I would much rather lay there in peace than drive around in a crazy city full of people who generally can't drive and weird intersections. love
Jun 25, 2007

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