Sorry for those who are reading this, but my aggression has to be taken out somewhere...MUTHERFUCKER!!!! I HATE SOME OF MY FRIENDS. GODDAMN COCKSUCKERS!!! Damn bastards ruined my last night with a good girl! FUCK! I should have lied about our location, but I can't lie!!! SHIT! Oh man, I feel so worthless right now. Watching my friend crawl all over this woman, I could...
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Another wasted night. Waiting on people, who never show. Oh well, it's operation Cinco De Mayo tomorrow night which means Rocko is getting shit faced! Hopefully I maintain my composure so I'm not passed out by 8PM like I was last year. Need to stay half way sober.
quinn:
Happy Cinco De Mayo. i will be celebrating with non alcoholic beverages only because i'm still recuperating from my head injury.
the 14th will be my big debut drinkin again. or this saturday. i can't make up my mind.
have a good time. be safe dude.

the 14th will be my big debut drinkin again. or this saturday. i can't make up my mind.
have a good time. be safe dude.

stacie:
was coming over to comment in your journal since you did mine and noticed your location.. are you familiar with the candy store strip club?
*Yawn* so tired...ah what a hot tub will take out of a person! * Yawn * Must get massive amounts of sleep! Nite all.
60ftqueenie:
grrrr cock blocker! all the more reason to be sneaky when she's not around... she HAS to go to the bathroom on her own at some point... oh well good luck love... where theres a will theres a way! oohhhh count down till your cruise yes! I'll be in melbourne for 2 weeks then... woo hoo!
xxx gnight sweetpea!
xxx gnight sweetpea!
mess:
wow. you sound really busy...is different when it's your love though. exciting stuff. all is well here. just buying time also, it's right around the corner.
Just read some heavy shit on the Lifestyle board where this guy was putting his suicide note online, Weird, and for all the people who sprang into action...you rock. Made me feel bad for raking some of the members of this site over my own coals, when this community stepped up and helped someone in need. A few things still linger in my head, was...
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60ftqueenie:
yeah cries for help are cries for help its as simple as that... whether their intent was or was not to go throug hwith it this time..... the fact is the intent is there...and depending on epoples reactions it can just drive people further.... I was always of the frame of mind.. .just do it... dont talk about it... just fucking do it and shut the fuck up about it... or go and get help if ou know you're that fucked up.... Iv'e changed... I've had a few myself... and then a friend of mine was like that for months... it did eventually ruin our friendship because he was doing it I eventually found out because I had a new boyfriend and he couldnt handle that I wasnt giving him enough attention.... but eh.... I would have never forgiven myself if he'd actually done it and it was that time I refused to pick up the phone.. .so it may be a selfish thing in the end ie I wouldnt be able to live with myself.... btu hey ..... the human psyche is a weird and wonderful thing and no one is to be denied compassion
60ftqueenie:
when is your cruise again?
and when are you climbing up on this older woman mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm older woman.... thats what I need... but I find them intimadating....

Alright, no hang over! Damn what a rant I did last night! Hee hee. I love being a firecracker.

zenhell:
the pome at home is my ome
peace fireworks
[Edited on May 03, 2003]
peace fireworks
[Edited on May 03, 2003]
Edited for content...
rockoblm:
I'm drunk and I can't spell, so take the last line and put it to use!
zenhell:
the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing
but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww"
jack kerouac
the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing
but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww"
jack kerouac
Damn, I feel like I've been hit with a bus. I am so tired its not funny. I feel like ass. And guess what, we're filming again tonight, so I'm gonna probably go with another night of little sleep. Anyhow, I need to quit bitching.

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60ftqueenie:
schyeah man... older women go off in bed! good luck love!!!!!
woohooo nookie for my rocko!!!
woohooo nookie for my rocko!!!
60ftqueenie:
NO you ROCK! BILLY ZANE!
tee hee hee ♥


tee hee hee ♥
Oh, I'm so tired after a long weekend. Did some filming on Friday for a mock up of the beginning credits for our movie. Came out better than I expected, except I misspelled Wrtten on one of the titles. That sucked. Any how, go check it out at http://www.bittermanproductions.com/movies/TheBreakofLightsmall.mov
Oh man, I had the greatest psuedo-cybersex last night. I say psuedo cause me and my friend just went back and forth with a scenero and what she would like done to her and what I would like to do. It was pretty cool and left me like a rabid dog in heat. I was in that pin you against the wall, rip off your...
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quinn:
i like the pin you against the wall, panties ripped fuck like rabbits type thing. sounds fun.


So yeah...this weekend was fun. Spent Friday night getting drunk at a friends house. Saturday I went to the Linkin Park show and I must say I was impressed with everyone who played (Mudvayne wasn't that great, but better than before). I've heard things like Linkin Park sucks live, and I don't believe that now. The biggest suprise was Blindside who put on quite the...
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anyway I wont crap on until I've heard from you....
xxxx
I'll lookfor you on IM tommorrow... well its tuesady night here... but I'll be looking for you on wednesday morning which will be your tuesday night so hang tight til lthen then you can vent all over me...
xxxxx
The reason i asked about the candy store.. i was in AZ about 2 years ago and went there and fell in love with one of the dancers.