rockoblm

It doesn't feel like December, and it doesn't feel like the holidays. Its been so blah around here recently that I can hardly get in the mood to ask people to buy shit for me. Hmmm...something is terribly wrong in Rocko-land. Normally this is my favorite time of the year cause I am a greedy little bastard and I also love to give people gifts.

Women - They confuse the living shit out of me. I've been hanging out with this girl for the last few weeks and she's invited me to stay the night but I didn't take her up on the offer cause I wasn't feeling right about it. But now it seems like she's half way interested but afraid of me. And then last night she asked to borrow movies, and I told her I don't lend out my movies anymore (due to a bunch of bad experiences) and it seemed as though she was offended. I don't know if I want to date her but I really enjoy hanging out with her and I would like our relationship to be closer and more physical. Who knows rights. She just needs to learn that I won't make the first move and I won't take her first move serious unless she is sober when she does it.

Oh well back to work.