I have so much on my mind today been thinking so much about things in my life right now.I know things can be better but also they could be worse.I think between my work and my love life things have been really rough right now.My job might close do at any time i hope not but it might.Then i got this girl i love very much and i been trying to get with her she says she loves me and wants to be with me someday but i am always still just the friend it sucks.I will keep fighting for me and her because i know we have something great and can have something even better as lovers.I guess for now i must just wait and see what comes my way.Well i am done i just had to get all that out.Thanks to anyone who might read this.
