rockette

i posed for this photographer today- started out clothed and ended up quite naked. it felt ok while it was happening, under the hot lights and all, but after and up until now i'm having stomach queasies about it. i'd like to be really positive and feel empowered by my sexuality but i'm not sure i do. not yet anyway.
and now i'm kicking myself for not thinking it through a little more carefully and setting clear-cut boundaries. oh my political career is definitely over before it begins.