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ahhh satan is playing metalsmith in my abdomen with his relentless blow torch!

in other words. . .
i have some major fucking cramps.


ouch. eeek
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neon:
woah unexpected user pic change! awesome!

yeah cramps blow. and stuff. grab those cramps by the throat and punch them in the face. i'll help you.
kinnie:
hehe, so are you! kiss
Awww, cramps suck. *makes you tea*
Bubblebaths are fun too. smile
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okay, time to get rid of the doom and gloom. seems as if nobody wanted to comment on my emotional morning. too emotional for them i suppose.
biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

i think im getting sick. its about time too. the boy has been sick for like 3 weeks and counting. im surprised its taken this long.

boy and i? so we decided we arent officially breaking up. we...
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mindless:
Ah, taking a break. Now, by "taking a break" do you mean you can still see other people? If so, enjoy it while you can!
neon:
i wanted to comment on your emotional morning but i decided to IM you instead and ask you all sorts of hard questions. i hope your sunday was better then your saturday. smile
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im having an emotional morning...


i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fait)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever...
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pilar:
if this is true...it makes me sad...
sorry
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today, i will get up early, drive my half-boy to work in the snow, fuck around with the disk that is allegedly going to print out my paper in the library at school. i will go to class at least a half hour late. i will check my email and wonder about old friends. i will give my dog a sorry excuse for a walk...
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neon:
when i move up there we will do stuff. hopefully. :0
ponyboy_curtis:
half boy should realize that there are most likely 12 that could take his place and buckle down.
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eeeeewwwww i have to do an icky 10 page paper. but its kind of interesting. about the zapatista movement in chiapas, southern mexico.

its snowing balls out! it snowed like 5 inches in 2 hours! one minute i looked outside and it was like heaven. maybe i wont have class tomorrow....crossing fingers.

god i want a cigarette.....and something fun to do.
chaosmonkey:
Ooohh, hi from New Albany! It's sucks over here. So I spend all my time partying in your neck of the woods.

'cept when there's fuckloads of snow all over the place.

Brrrr.
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still no toilet paper in the house....eeew.

my dog got all alpha-female on brox the pit bull last night and growled her face off at him, but still played a lot. brox has balls. utah gets a little excited at boys with balls.

i repeirced my ears with a sterile thumbtack a month ago and the holes get all crusted up. the crust smells like...
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illbillzillbub:
the dingoes are all out the out-back
Do you know about the Azaria Chamberlin case?
"A dingoes' got my bay-bee!"
They don't bark like regular dogs

Sleater Kinney is playing in Sydney next week, Fri 13th!!
lefty:
you've smelled dog barf?? chrazy! damn its times like this i wish i was in some other city like new york, so i could offer up my good passionate sex... heheh

i like the new pic! very modern art... or something....
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i talked to boy about not being "broken up" and he absolutely refuses to get back together. im so sad.... even tho its hard to tell the difference between when we were "together" and now. yet i can see him holding back, not kissing me, not touching me, not talking.

why do i always want what i dont have?

i feel poopy.
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neon:
it's because you're used to being with the boy. ending relationships sucks hardcore and i can just immagine how much more it sucks still living with the person after breaking up.
muller:
Because the grass is always greener on the other side, and there is only one way to combat it. smoke it.
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okay i retract all happy thanksgivings and instead im saying happy indian extermination day! or happy day we fooled the natives! which one do you like better?

boy and i broke up.
its weird because we still live together and we had sex about a day after. soo.... i dont know how long this will last. maybe i can retract that "i'm breaking up with...
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neon:
oh man that really stinks. everyone deserves someone that's gonna give them lots of love and attention and all that good stuff. it's hard being in a relationship without that. because that way you can't go out and play and you aren't gettin' no lovin' from the person. and it reeeally blows. i hope stuff works out.
neon:
oh thank goodness someone else feels that way. now i don't feel so freakin' dirty about it. i went to see the new harry potter twice just to see him. and i know in the next one it'll be even worse b/c he'll be older. jesus! hahaha. i just recently started developing a thing for younger boys. and it's not even in that i want them way but "they'll be soooo hot when they're older". and it kinda stops there. we should start a draco loves crew.
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has anyone seen makeoutclub.com ? seems a little cheesy to me. or maybe im just biast.


by the way merry thanksgiving!
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joyrider:
it occured to me the other day that i can't make fun of people on makeoutclub anymore.

at least we pay on sg - it's like a country club. no, wait, that's not a good thing.

you make books??
neon:
yeah i'm a bosnian refugee as well. we should deffenitely hang out when i get back to brooklyn. i have this feelin' we would get along.
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so i am at my boyfriends familys house. doing cutsie stuff. making food for thanksgiving.

i feel like i have to get online in secret around here. my bf is always following me around and trying to check out what im writing. sheesh.

but they have lots of candy. my weakness.

my dog fights with his dog. is this a sign?
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neon:
closer's deffenitely alright with me :]
ponyboy_curtis:
who's dog wins?