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guys i am so sorry i havent been updating on your alls journal comments lately!! its been soooo busy and weird for me these days.

right now its snowing like a mother fucker (about 2 feet and still coming) and i dont want to go outside so i am just watching oprah and drinking mcsorley's black and tan. that means stout and lager. and im...
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woman,
there you are again,
beautiful aspirations
rolled in your pearl lust
and the world,
your oyster,
yawns.

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what is your favorite name?

elektra looks like a victoria secret underwear model in those pics. i thought that kinda thing is what this site is trying to get away from.

got my zoloft. yay! bleh.

im going to the big protest in nyc against the war this saturday. its supposed to be the biggest one ever. gonna take some pics. everyone who can should go to show solidarity.

what...
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awwww guys...gee thanks! well i must say that is a rather nice pic of me. mostly, i look awful in pics unless i pose right. i'll post another pic soon and show you another side of me. some of you have already seen them tho. ahh well. hehe i really want to post this sexy pic of me sucking my boys cock but i cant...
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i think i may quit this site. i feel as tho it may be contributing heavily to my low self esteem/ self image.
i keep getting this axiety that im really fat and ugly and this is real and i know that looking at beautiful skinny girls that have nothing in common with me every day proly isnt helping me much.
soo im gonna think...
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yeah so i havent had much to say. i got drunk and threw up again and i missed the SG party. wasnt feeling up to it. sorry guys.

i ran out of zoloft (i have to get the prescription filled again) and ive been having such great sex! even masturbation is a roller coaster! fun fun. sex drive=high
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eerrr i just got an email from kelly and at the end was this little sentence, very subtle. he said, "i felt it too."
awwww....what! hehe. i think that means something, like, gosh, maybe he has a crush on me too! he is so hard to read... he said he hasnt felt so at ease with a person in a long time. its weird because...
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ahhh the city with kelly was lovely. i think i am developing a little crush. he is just so nice and sensative. i dont find him all that attractive tho. he just looks at me with admiration in his eyes. its wonderful! we went to the east villiage and i got another septum ring and a purple sweatshirt and we both ate tunamelts.

then i...
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blahhhh. drawing up designs for my tattooooo.
feeling like i want some fun drugs like i used to do. mmmsome acid of sorts. im not down with the druggies on campus soooo i'm all dry. too bad i dont smoke weed, it fucks with my chemistries.

anybody know of a good tattoo parlor in NYC that i should go to? i got my last tattoo...
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i hate to sound pretentious but people in my design class cant design worth a shit. really. its sad. its like they just dont care. i wonder how some of them got into art school.

ahhh. my friend kelly is in the city, nyc that is. he lives there now. he is a really special person. its like god wanted us to know eachother.

ive...
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