ahhh the city with kelly was lovely. i think i am developing a little crush. he is just so nice and sensative. i dont find him all that attractive tho. he just looks at me with admiration in his eyes. its wonderful! we went to the east villiage and i got another septum ring and a purple sweatshirt and we both ate tunamelts.

then i got home and went to a party and barfed up tequilla everywhere. the hostess was just handing out free margaritas and i thought that i wasnt getting drunk and then i stood up and i soooo was. my boy took care of me in the bathroom and drove me home and was very sweet and i love him.

this morning i was thanking him and being silly and he was very mean to me. i dont know why. he made me cry. he said i broke the hostess' shower curtain cuz i fell back into the tub. oops. so he went and fixed it today and was very pissy. and he wouldnt let me borrow his digital camera even tho he always borrows my car to drive places. thats shitty and unfair and unkind!

and for some reason i thought of kelly and how i wanted to hug him because i am sad. it was odd. i have never done that before. he just feels so safe to me. . .