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Thursday Jan 09, 2003

Jan 9, 2003
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now im feeling weird. my boy and i have had sex twice since my friend left and niether time did i come (and i always come wink). 1st time i made him eat me out and i still couldnt come. 2nd time i just faked an orgasm so he could feel free to come. now i cant decide if i cant come because 1) it doesnt compare to the hotness and how turned on i was to have a girl with us, or 2)because i feel weird about the threesome and dont feel as intimate with my boy as i did before.

i mean i was definitely relieved that my best friend doesnt live here and had to go back to boston. but also sad cuz i love her. but i am a one love woman. friend love is different. i couldn't be my friend's lover, tho i do love her. i am my loves love.

all i can say is it wont happen again. its not worth the confusion. surreal

this may be a little personal, but i feel like its relevant to my dilema: what kind of things keep you from coming?

PS-this pic will be one in a series. keep checking back!
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grayblue:
#1 in a series? you're too good to us
Jan 9, 2003
coyote1284:
I'm a guy, but I can relate something from a female friend of mine. Apparently, me banging on the wall of my dormroom to cheer Shane turned on Carlie, Shane's girl, just as much, maybe more than it did for Shane.
I was doing the final touch ups on cleaning my dormroom and decided to take a break. Knocked on Shane's door, only Carlie was there. She told me that they miss me banging on the wall while they're getting it on and a few time she had to fake it 'cos I wasn't there to add that extra little element.
So maybe it's the lack someone knowing what's going on and participating in some way that's holding you back.
Jan 9, 2003

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