now im feeling weird. my boy and i have had sex twice since my friend left and niether time did i come (and i always come 
). 1st time i made him eat me out and i still couldnt come. 2nd time i just faked an orgasm so he could feel free to come. now i cant decide if i cant come because 1) it doesnt compare to the hotness and how turned on i was to have a girl with us, or 2)because i feel weird about the threesome and dont feel as intimate with my boy as i did before.
i mean i was definitely relieved that my best friend doesnt live here and had to go back to boston. but also sad cuz i love her. but i am a one love woman. friend love is different. i couldn't be my friend's lover, tho i do love her. i am my loves love.
all i can say is it wont happen again. its not worth the confusion.
this may be a little personal, but i feel like its relevant to my dilema: what kind of things keep you from coming?
PS-this pic will be one in a series. keep checking back!
). 1st time i made him eat me out and i still couldnt come. 2nd time i just faked an orgasm so he could feel free to come. now i cant decide if i cant come because 1) it doesnt compare to the hotness and how turned on i was to have a girl with us, or 2)because i feel weird about the threesome and dont feel as intimate with my boy as i did before.
i mean i was definitely relieved that my best friend doesnt live here and had to go back to boston. but also sad cuz i love her. but i am a one love woman. friend love is different. i couldn't be my friend's lover, tho i do love her. i am my loves love.
all i can say is it wont happen again. its not worth the confusion.
this may be a little personal, but i feel like its relevant to my dilema: what kind of things keep you from coming?
PS-this pic will be one in a series. keep checking back!
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I was doing the final touch ups on cleaning my dormroom and decided to take a break. Knocked on Shane's door, only Carlie was there. She told me that they miss me banging on the wall while they're getting it on and a few time she had to fake it 'cos I wasn't there to add that extra little element.
So maybe it's the lack someone knowing what's going on and participating in some way that's holding you back.