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ahh thanks for the encouragement guys.
penny- i got the dog on long island. they have a lot of crazy muts there.

today was the big interview for the photography program. the interveiwer was a strikingly handsome 26 yr old named, get this, sergio. mmm. he liked my ideas and photos and said im almost certainly gonna get into the program. that means a lot of hard work ahead.
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since the refreshing story went over so well.....
ANOTHER REFRESHING STORY...
i hung out with exboy for a while, boring.
he layed around my room until 3 am.
just talking.
i had a notion.
some tiny little notion to give my body to exboy.
i was on the verge of making exboy suck my tits
when BANG BANG!
what was that? i say
it came from outside, he say.
hello? out the window.
hey baby come down! teddy say in the dark.
awwwwww, i think.
throwing rocks at my window.
i go downstairs outside int he dark.
yes, i remember you, i say.
and i kiss him like an old time movie,
kiss him like there is an appocalypse upon his lips.
hug him and say, why you always gotta leave me?
exboy is still in my room.
im a little nervous.
but i hug it away.
moan it away in teddy's embrace.
you try to call me? he say.
no, im stubborn, i say.
me too, he say.
awwfuckyou, i say
awwwloveyou, i feel
and i remember him telling me once that my breath
always smells faintly of whiskey
i laugh. cuz i know
hez smelling it now
and he thinks its cute.

to be cont.....