now im feeling weird. my boy and i have had sex twice since my friend left and niether time did i come (and i always come 
). 1st time i made him eat me out and i still couldnt come. 2nd time i just faked an orgasm so he could feel free to come. now i cant decide if i cant come because 1) it...
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). 1st time i made him eat me out and i still couldnt come. 2nd time i just faked an orgasm so he could feel free to come. now i cant decide if i cant come because 1) it... Read More
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is it weird that someone that hasnt ever commented on your journal or vice versa has you as a friend?
so my step dad is making me pay for the car i totalled. its pretty much worthless now so i dont know why he just doesnt drag it to the dump. anyway, 2 problems exist with this. 1 i dont have the kinda money hes...
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so my step dad is making me pay for the car i totalled. its pretty much worthless now so i dont know why he just doesnt drag it to the dump. anyway, 2 problems exist with this. 1 i dont have the kinda money hes...
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rocket2:
not. tee hee.
ooooh i get it, randomfella, thanks!
ooooh i get it, randomfella, thanks!
bonokirk:
Graduated from Purchase, Lit major
thats my doggie, utah. shes pretty in a sad sort of way. she always looks so meloncholy.
soooo guess what?! im not getting kicked out of my apartment and we rearranged the furniture and it feels so much more homey now. we disconnected the digital cable because the TV was ruining our lives. too much. so now instead of cramming everything into one room, we...
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soooo guess what?! im not getting kicked out of my apartment and we rearranged the furniture and it feels so much more homey now. we disconnected the digital cable because the TV was ruining our lives. too much. so now instead of cramming everything into one room, we...
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freyja__:
more party soon.
17th.
mark it.
17th.
mark it.
muller:
Yer puppy is a doll.
I'm totally stoked that yer not getting kicked out!
Sounds like things are on the up and up, huh?
I'm totally stoked that yer not getting kicked out!
Sounds like things are on the up and up, huh?
yey!! my first suicide girl party! it was rad last night! i still dont know half the peoples names tho. i met neon and wart and they were rad. i hope we keep hanging out. dancing with wart was hot!!! 
shes my dream girl. we even did the bathroom girl thing. kicking it with the all new bathroom girls.
hi to all those i met...
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shes my dream girl. we even did the bathroom girl thing. kicking it with the all new bathroom girls.
hi to all those i met...
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freyja__:
oh..
and that picture does you NO justice!!!!!!
you are lovely.
and that picture does you NO justice!!!!!!
you are lovely.
illbillzillbub:
one day I shall return to NYC
all right, ben!! heres another journal entry to put in yo face...
got back to ny, had lots o sex, rearranged the whole apartment, cleaned, ate, loved, played.
now its sleeting and everything is icy and i wish i had zanax to curb the worry of being a bum kicked out on the street.
i wrecked my stepdads car into a telephone pole but its...
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got back to ny, had lots o sex, rearranged the whole apartment, cleaned, ate, loved, played.
now its sleeting and everything is icy and i wish i had zanax to curb the worry of being a bum kicked out on the street.
i wrecked my stepdads car into a telephone pole but its...
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lil_billy_ben:
Sorry to hear that times have been stressful, but I'm glad to hear that your ok, hold it together you'll pull through. I have faith in you.
coyote1284:
Ahh... Captain Planet, with it's pagan under tones and greenpeace saturated sclock. I wouldn't want to have been the kid who got stuck with "heart" as my power.
im sitting here getting ready to forge a note from the veterinarian. how weird. i have to have a note from the doctor saying that my dog is healthy and able to fly (on an airplane). i forged it before, and i can forge it again! my dog is healthy really tho, its just that im a lazy bitch.
also really bad news
boy and...
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grayblue:
don't explode. exploding is bad.
me:
they can't evict you for that ish yo! fuck dat, I'd fight it like a... well, a fighter. Glad to hear you can still forge a document though... kudos. Everything will work out.
i did it agian. i got drunk.
aweful stomach ache this morning. i know my body wants to tell me something. and im in denial of it.
went to a pretty rad party. all of my ex boyfriends friends were there from when i was like 14 and 15. boy have they grown! i felt like a very popular girl cuz everyone was like "hey...
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aweful stomach ache this morning. i know my body wants to tell me something. and im in denial of it.
went to a pretty rad party. all of my ex boyfriends friends were there from when i was like 14 and 15. boy have they grown! i felt like a very popular girl cuz everyone was like "hey...
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neon:
we must hang out as soon as you come back. you're comming back on the second or third right? my boy's gonna be in boston so i have aaaall this time to kill. what whould we do?
me:
Happy New Years... you cute girl you
twwly has a really great jawline....
****if you could have one passionate night with any celebrity, who would it be?******
i would have to say toby maguire at this moment. mmm that psycho hotness. i dig the weirdos.
****if you could have one passionate night with any celebrity, who would it be?******
i would have to say toby maguire at this moment. mmm that psycho hotness. i dig the weirdos.
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grayblue:
angelina jolie. or nicole kidman. or halle berry. or... well... who am i kidding? i'd settle for a smile and kiss on the cheek from anything female right now.
lil_billy_ben:
Kathy Bates, oh yah work that fat ass.
Just joking I'd have to say Milla Jovovich.
Just joking I'd have to say Milla Jovovich.
sooo. i drank lots of coffee and went to the psychiatrist today. (im wired)
saw frida with my parents. too much sexuality to watch with family. very depressing movie. i hate movies about women who are devoted to their men even tho their men are lying cheating bastards. such a fucking cop out. sorry but youre not fooling me into believing that woman is strong....
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saw frida with my parents. too much sexuality to watch with family. very depressing movie. i hate movies about women who are devoted to their men even tho their men are lying cheating bastards. such a fucking cop out. sorry but youre not fooling me into believing that woman is strong....
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lil_billy_ben:
I'm probably goin' to have a weekend of propetual hight, Today me, a friend and my girl are goin to get high and watch the Wizard of oz but mute it and play Pink Floyd's Dark side of the moon.
_michael:
but those women mean nothing....
today is boxing day!! 'boxing day may be the day when children get their ears boxed in the UK, but in new york, boxing day equals "buy shit and get wasted". i mean, for me. be part of the revolution. buy yourself that thing you wanted. check out members of the opposite sex. the holiday stress is gone. you don't have to go to any...
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ponyboy_curtis:
wait, you mean nyquil doesn't count?
hot damn. I gotta go to the corner store.
be right back.
hot damn. I gotta go to the corner store.
be right back.
grayblue:
sooo... basically... every day is boxing day for me. is that what you're saying?
by the way, people don't just say you're cute - you ARE cute.
by the way, people don't just say you're cute - you ARE cute.
awwwww bloodandlager was one of my best SG friends. lets all have a moment of silence for he who has been booted from the website, along with all the others for a stupid mistake that didnt hurt anybody.
i feel like i have to right to say i dont like hole's music and i dont think courtney love is attractive. so this is my opinion....
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lil_billy_ben:
Cheer up luck has a way of changin'
was_nicole:
ok you are in sgny. have fun.
saw LOTR. every moment was so intese, i felt like i had no room to relax. i like to relax some. jeez.
so i didnt fulfill my no drinking vow. i drank like 3 beers last night at a friends house. then i made spicey stir fry and had a stomach ache all night.
today is xmas eve and im going to my dads, whom...
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so i didnt fulfill my no drinking vow. i drank like 3 beers last night at a friends house. then i made spicey stir fry and had a stomach ache all night.
today is xmas eve and im going to my dads, whom...
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coyote1284:
Me and my roomie are doing almost nothing christmas related this year.
charlie_stars:
something you might find funny. every christmas i would go to the stores and measure boxes so i could guess what i was getting. well my parents figured this out and started taking the toys out of the box, and replacing them with whatever they could find around the house, (dirty clothes, food, whatever right), you know how sick and twisted they had to be to torture a child like that.
i mean there i am christmas day opening what i thought was battleship and actually getting 3 oranges 2 apples and a dish towel? all the while my parents are laughing so hard they are in tears very unfun christmas
i mean there i am christmas day opening what i thought was battleship and actually getting 3 oranges 2 apples and a dish towel? all the while my parents are laughing so hard they are in tears very unfun christmas
I was doing the final touch ups on cleaning my dormroom and decided to take a break. Knocked on Shane's door, only Carlie was there. She told me that they miss me banging on the wall while they're getting it on and a few time she had to fake it 'cos I wasn't there to add that extra little element.
So maybe it's the lack someone knowing what's going on and participating in some way that's holding you back.