Oh wow. It's been awhile, hasn't it?
So how is everyone?
Okay, that's good.
So, how am I? Not too bad, things have been less weird before, but things are looking up.
Classes start again in 2 weeks. I'm actually looking forward to it. Even at a community college, I feel like I'm actually learning something, or at least applying myself to something worthwhile. I...
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So how is everyone?
Okay, that's good.
So, how am I? Not too bad, things have been less weird before, but things are looking up.
Classes start again in 2 weeks. I'm actually looking forward to it. Even at a community college, I feel like I'm actually learning something, or at least applying myself to something worthwhile. I...
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People are interestingly two faced.
You know, I guess I maybe I expect too much out of people, but damn, I didn't treat people this way when I WAS in high school, let alone now. Is it really that popular to act like you're 15 the rest of your life?
I'll try and make a real update soon.
You know, I guess I maybe I expect too much out of people, but damn, I didn't treat people this way when I WAS in high school, let alone now. Is it really that popular to act like you're 15 the rest of your life?
I'll try and make a real update soon.
pureblu12225:
thats where you ask yourself is worth your time to waste energy on mean people...keep your head up yo 
311 tonight, along with Something Corporate. I'm sure it'll be a great show.
I'll likely be gone between the 15th and 22nd, if that interests anyone. Also, anyone that would be in the San Luis Obisbo/Santa Maria area until that Tuesday and would like to grab lunch or something, feel free to contact me and maybe we'll work something out.
School starts soon, and it,...
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I'll likely be gone between the 15th and 22nd, if that interests anyone. Also, anyone that would be in the San Luis Obisbo/Santa Maria area until that Tuesday and would like to grab lunch or something, feel free to contact me and maybe we'll work something out.
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alisa:
hey you...stranger. glad to read that you're getting out and doing stuff. i saw that you tried to im me earlier. i was jut getting ready to leave so i couldn't post this then.
i can still see your msgs but if i try and reply my whole computer locks up and freezes. so all i can do is just look at you trying to get ahold of me. email me if you need to talk.
love ya
xxx
i can still see your msgs but if i try and reply my whole computer locks up and freezes. so all i can do is just look at you trying to get ahold of me. email me if you need to talk.
love ya
xxx
sakita:
cool where will you be going to school?
what will you be taking?
my school starts the 1st of september
I will be studying nordic languages.
have fun at your show.
what will you be taking?
my school starts the 1st of september
I will be studying nordic languages.
have fun at your show.
So here I am again. Up at all hours of the night.
maybe when your hair gets darker...
But I feel so peaceful.
maybe when your eyes get wide...
I've been feeling really lonely this week, but right now I'm sort of content with me.
maybe when I'm done with thinking...
It definately has something to do with good friends. And maybe, just maybe, someday...
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maybe when your hair gets darker...
But I feel so peaceful.
maybe when your eyes get wide...
I've been feeling really lonely this week, but right now I'm sort of content with me.
maybe when I'm done with thinking...
It definately has something to do with good friends. And maybe, just maybe, someday...
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alisa:
trust sakita she knows what she's talking about....
and how the hell are you stranger??? i miss you tons. since my yahoo msgr went kablooey on me i never get to talk to you anymore.
and i'm serious that maked me very sad. i wish we could talk again like we used to. how are you..your dad....school....skting....your art...life in general??? you know you can email me anytime you want to right?
and how the hell are you stranger??? i miss you tons. since my yahoo msgr went kablooey on me i never get to talk to you anymore.
and i'm serious that maked me very sad. i wish we could talk again like we used to. how are you..your dad....school....skting....your art...life in general??? you know you can email me anytime you want to right?
freckle:
you can give a date, soup, snuggles, *and* take care of me.
sounds like heaven!
sounds like heaven!
Sleep? I know nothing of it. Not at four in the morning, not inside the door, not upon the floor, I will not keep up this stupid rhyming anymore.
My creativity has slowly been creeping back. And just in time, I've had design work piling up for the last couple of weeks.
It sounds like I will be making a trip out to California to...
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My creativity has slowly been creeping back. And just in time, I've had design work piling up for the last couple of weeks.
It sounds like I will be making a trip out to California to...
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New profile pic. It doesn't suck, too badly. Yes, those are freckles. 
My physical appearance definately doesn't have anything to do with my mental state.
The last few days I've been feeling kind of tired and weary. I need a change, and am just getting frustrated with how slowly it's happening. Hopefully something will happen soon.
To my surprise I've started an old, weird habit...
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My physical appearance definately doesn't have anything to do with my mental state.
The last few days I've been feeling kind of tired and weary. I need a change, and am just getting frustrated with how slowly it's happening. Hopefully something will happen soon.
To my surprise I've started an old, weird habit...
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sakita:
i have a habit that has just resurfaced too
obsessing about my looks.
nice playing bass.. i can imagine its a release.
obsessing about my looks.
nice playing bass.. i can imagine its a release.
boognish:
I've never had the pain endurance to learn a stringed instrument. Not to mention the talent.
It's been a couple days. Oops.
So the guys and I went to see Pirates. I'm not sure if it was a subconscious thing or if we started a trend but occasionally we'd give a "Yaaaarrr!" of murmured approval throughout the movie and other people started doing it as well.
At alisa's request I did a few concept images for fliers to hand out to...
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So the guys and I went to see Pirates. I'm not sure if it was a subconscious thing or if we started a trend but occasionally we'd give a "Yaaaarrr!" of murmured approval throughout the movie and other people started doing it as well.
At alisa's request I did a few concept images for fliers to hand out to...
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freckle:
you're suposed to call after we go on a date... ask me out, then we'll talk 
freckle:
when you get your sgkc group i fully expect my honourary membership... if you keep giving them out like this.. you'll have no real kc members
Positive. Going to stay positive.
It's been a nice couple of days. I feel confident again. Ready to deal with things. To let old wounds heal, and end connections with people who are only holding me back at this point.
I wrote her a letter. I'm not going to lie. I miss her dearly. Her voice, her hair, I loved to run my fingers through...
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It's been a nice couple of days. I feel confident again. Ready to deal with things. To let old wounds heal, and end connections with people who are only holding me back at this point.
I wrote her a letter. I'm not going to lie. I miss her dearly. Her voice, her hair, I loved to run my fingers through...
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kristy_lyn:
you are such a sweetie pie
so much insight for such a young man
don't look for a girl and the right one will fall into you lap, i promise
*kisses*
so much insight for such a young man
don't look for a girl and the right one will fall into you lap, i promise
*kisses*
alisa:
hell yes you will!!!! because you really do deserve someone like that. someone who's going to aprreciate all the great things you have to offer. and you are so super hot that it won't take long now that you're thinking positive again. you so remind me of dave when we were your age. and i know that you're going to find that right girl that's going to realize how lucky she is to have found you.
trust me i just know; and i wouldn't steer you wrong.
xxx
trust me i just know; and i wouldn't steer you wrong.
xxx
I got to spend my 4th of July with a close friend and her family, it really felt good and I'm incredibly thankful they invited me.
Must stay positive. Torn between wallowing over how things ended with the last girl ( ) and having close friends say any girl would be incredibly lucky. (
)
Kristy Lyn isn't allowed to have a bad body image....
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Must stay positive. Torn between wallowing over how things ended with the last girl (
) and having close friends say any girl would be incredibly lucky. ()
Kristy Lyn isn't allowed to have a bad body image....
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freckle:
ooooooooooooooh i'd love to be an honourary member.
can i? can i? even if i've never been to kc?
can i? can i? even if i've never been to kc?
kristy_lyn:
i want you to know that you can come talk to me anytime about anything sweets *big hugs*
and i too think that any girl would be incredibly lucky to have such an amazing man like you *blushes*
i gave you your first testimonial btw
*kisses*
and i too think that any girl would be incredibly lucky to have such an amazing man like you *blushes*
i gave you your first testimonial btw
*kisses*
I got to spend time with my oldest and closest friend tonight. I've missed having her in my life, and I'm glad we're getting a chance to be around each other again. She said and reminded me of things that really meant alot and are giving me a reason to fight to be positive about myself again.
Seems to be a decent response about SGKC,...
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Seems to be a decent response about SGKC,...
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freckle:
hi to you! glad to be back
sakita:
that so is awesome ..i would love to be able to hang out with old friends..
and i would so love to be at the sgkc thing.
but...lack of fundage..cuz even if im here, i still consider kc my home.
sleep well
and i would so love to be at the sgkc thing.
but...lack of fundage..cuz even if im here, i still consider kc my home.
sleep well
i am so proud of you
i can not tell you how happy that makes me. dont' stop and don't let anyone drag you down. you so deserves this...you really do.
love ya lots