So almost to the start of another week. Whee.
I'm really hoping to hear about any of the jobs I've applied for sometime this week, I know the economy's slow but it's kind of depressing, to be honest. I talk to people from other areas who are fighting over minimum wage jobs as janitors, or getting turned away from McDonalds, and it gets even more unsettling. If I didn't have freelancing to keep me occupied, I think I would have gone insane. Anyway, I'm sure something will come up, but the wait is almost painful.
Warning, rambling ahead:
It's been a little over two months and I'm still not sure what to think. I've moved on, but I'm not quite sure where to start now. She taught me alot about myself, in a relatively short time, but her heart belonged to someone else. I won't lie and say I'm not disappointed with how things turned out, but I only wish her the best.
It really hadn't crossed my mind recently, but I just had to break some poor young girl's heart, as I'm not going to lie and feign interest in a high school girl. I tried to be let her down gently but in the end I had to be blunt. It makes me sad, because I know what it is like to be on the other side of things.
Things need to change, and I'm sure they will, gradually. Tomorrow I think I should go down to Westport and make some new friends. Maybe even try to meet a new girl. Maybe an indie record store girl, what do you all think?
I'm really hoping to hear about any of the jobs I've applied for sometime this week, I know the economy's slow but it's kind of depressing, to be honest. I talk to people from other areas who are fighting over minimum wage jobs as janitors, or getting turned away from McDonalds, and it gets even more unsettling. If I didn't have freelancing to keep me occupied, I think I would have gone insane. Anyway, I'm sure something will come up, but the wait is almost painful.
Warning, rambling ahead:
It's been a little over two months and I'm still not sure what to think. I've moved on, but I'm not quite sure where to start now. She taught me alot about myself, in a relatively short time, but her heart belonged to someone else. I won't lie and say I'm not disappointed with how things turned out, but I only wish her the best.
It really hadn't crossed my mind recently, but I just had to break some poor young girl's heart, as I'm not going to lie and feign interest in a high school girl. I tried to be let her down gently but in the end I had to be blunt. It makes me sad, because I know what it is like to be on the other side of things.
Things need to change, and I'm sure they will, gradually. Tomorrow I think I should go down to Westport and make some new friends. Maybe even try to meet a new girl. Maybe an indie record store girl, what do you all think?
change is always a good thing even if it doesn't seem like it at first. things have a way of working itself out in the long run for the better. good luck