Positive. Going to stay positive.
It's been a nice couple of days. I feel confident again. Ready to deal with things. To let old wounds heal, and end connections with people who are only holding me back at this point.
I wrote her a letter. I'm not going to lie. I miss her dearly. Her voice, her hair, I loved to run my fingers through...
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It's been a nice couple of days. I feel confident again. Ready to deal with things. To let old wounds heal, and end connections with people who are only holding me back at this point.
I wrote her a letter. I'm not going to lie. I miss her dearly. Her voice, her hair, I loved to run my fingers through...
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I got to spend my 4th of July with a close friend and her family, it really felt good and I'm incredibly thankful they invited me.
Must stay positive. Torn between wallowing over how things ended with the last girl (
) and having close friends say any girl would be incredibly lucky. (
)
Kristy Lyn isn't allowed to have a bad body image....
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Must stay positive. Torn between wallowing over how things ended with the last girl (
) and having close friends say any girl would be incredibly lucky. ()
Kristy Lyn isn't allowed to have a bad body image....
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freckle:
ooooooooooooooh i'd love to be an honourary member.
can i? can i? even if i've never been to kc?
can i? can i? even if i've never been to kc?
kristy_lyn:
i want you to know that you can come talk to me anytime about anything sweets *big hugs*
and i too think that any girl would be incredibly lucky to have such an amazing man like you *blushes*
i gave you your first testimonial btw
*kisses*
and i too think that any girl would be incredibly lucky to have such an amazing man like you *blushes*
i gave you your first testimonial btw
*kisses*
I got to spend time with my oldest and closest friend tonight. I've missed having her in my life, and I'm glad we're getting a chance to be around each other again. She said and reminded me of things that really meant alot and are giving me a reason to fight to be positive about myself again.
Seems to be a decent response about SGKC,...
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Seems to be a decent response about SGKC,...
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freckle:
hi to you! glad to be back
sakita:
that so is awesome ..i would love to be able to hang out with old friends..
and i would so love to be at the sgkc thing.
but...lack of fundage..cuz even if im here, i still consider kc my home.
sleep well
and i would so love to be at the sgkc thing.
but...lack of fundage..cuz even if im here, i still consider kc my home.
sleep well
Working on getting SGKC started...will report in later tonight, after running errands today.
Hopefully there'll be some response by the time I get back.
Hopefully there'll be some response by the time I get back.
dr3w:
You have at least one supporter on your project!!!
freckle:
thanks for missing me!!!
Running on / I dont care what you have planned for me
I didn't do anything notable today, next to talk to alisa.
After that, I decided to not worry about things, and it felt good.
Does anyone reading have friends in the KC area? Because I'd really like to meet some new people. If you do, you should send them my way, or vice...
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I didn't do anything notable today, next to talk to alisa.
After that, I decided to not worry about things, and it felt good.
Does anyone reading have friends in the KC area? Because I'd really like to meet some new people. If you do, you should send them my way, or vice...
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alisa:
and you can always talk to me no matter what. you know my im name so you can always stay in touch.
have you tried the hook-up section on the boards or the sgmo group or whatever group lists your state in with their requirements. you should really go check out that and the skateboarding group and see if you can't hook-up with some of the members that live near. hey go to the hook-up section where you would usually go to chat and put in a search for members that live near you within 10 miles and see who pops up. i met a few of my sgfriends that way. you'll be surprised by what or who you might find if you go looking for them.
anyway...i want you to stay positive and go out and skate in your small stuck up neighborhood anyway...
it's not a crime you know
and you can always talk to me no matter what. you know my im name so you can always stay in touch.
have you tried the hook-up section on the boards or the sgmo group or whatever group lists your state in with their requirements. you should really go check out that and the skateboarding group and see if you can't hook-up with some of the members that live near. hey go to the hook-up section where you would usually go to chat and put in a search for members that live near you within 10 miles and see who pops up. i met a few of my sgfriends that way. you'll be surprised by what or who you might find if you go looking for them.
anyway...i want you to stay positive and go out and skate in your small stuck up neighborhood anyway...
it's not a crime you know
rockepidemic:
I really would, but it's not just saying they'll call the cops, I know on good authority they will.
I am a member of the skateboarders and SGMidwest groups, but there's nothing specific for KC. I tried to test the waters and post about a SGKC, but it was dead in the water. Might try again at some point.
I am a member of the skateboarders and SGMidwest groups, but there's nothing specific for KC. I tried to test the waters and post about a SGKC, but it was dead in the water. Might try again at some point.
I would gladly trade a lifetime of convenience / for an honest day or two
This is the lyric guessing game. Figure out who that song is by, and what song it is, and you'll win...err...a free picture request or something of that sort.
So, it's been a few days...
Hi, how are you doing today?
I'm alright, I suppose. I had sort of a...
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This is the lyric guessing game. Figure out who that song is by, and what song it is, and you'll win...err...a free picture request or something of that sort.
So, it's been a few days...
Hi, how are you doing today?
I'm alright, I suppose. I had sort of a...
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veganvixen:
breakdowns, i have had a few of those in my day. i'm not into the party thing, if i have to drink to have a good time, there is no point of going in my eyes.
rockepidemic:
I'm pretty well past my "partying" days...I've found that the only reason I go anymore is to watch after friends. And typically the few of us who are sober end up talking anyway, so I guess you could say I'm meeting new people. 
That's not to say as I won't or will never drink, but I find the idea of the typical fratboy party to be pretty dull myself.
That's not to say as I won't or will never drink, but I find the idea of the typical fratboy party to be pretty dull myself.
I'd like to dedicate this journal entry to my father.
My parents divorced when I was 4. My mother gave up custody knowing that my dad could provide for me in the best manner, which is possibly the best thing she ever did for me.
While I was growing up we weren't absolutely the closest, but it was obvious that we were father and son....
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My parents divorced when I was 4. My mother gave up custody knowing that my dad could provide for me in the best manner, which is possibly the best thing she ever did for me.
While I was growing up we weren't absolutely the closest, but it was obvious that we were father and son....
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sakita:
that is so awesome!!
i didnt get along well with my parents..util i realized that they are only human and make mistakes, and i have to forgive those mistakes..regardless of how hurt and how much pain it was to deal with...
now i feel quite the same way about my dad as you do yours..and that is awesome
i respect that!
i didnt get along well with my parents..util i realized that they are only human and make mistakes, and i have to forgive those mistakes..regardless of how hurt and how much pain it was to deal with...
now i feel quite the same way about my dad as you do yours..and that is awesome
i respect that!
veganvixen:
I think your dad deserves around of applause. CLAP CLAP CLAP.........
That is so wonderfull that your dad cars about you so much, more dads need to be like that. My dad is a pretty cool guy. I can talk to him about anything and he's the only person I really trust. My parents never were married. My mom had me when she was 17 and my dad left to go set solber, which my mom wasn't ready to do, when i was about 1. I am the produnct of drug dependent parents but I would like to think I turned out ok. My dad is solber now, and has been for a very long time, my mom however is dead. So i defenetly have to give props to my dad.
That is so wonderfull that your dad cars about you so much, more dads need to be like that. My dad is a pretty cool guy. I can talk to him about anything and he's the only person I really trust. My parents never were married. My mom had me when she was 17 and my dad left to go set solber, which my mom wasn't ready to do, when i was about 1. I am the produnct of drug dependent parents but I would like to think I turned out ok. My dad is solber now, and has been for a very long time, my mom however is dead. So i defenetly have to give props to my dad.
Warped Tour in less than 12 hours.
I thought I might have something deep or thoughtful to write tonight, but I'm simply too tired right now.
Perhaps tomorrow's entry will have something worthwhile. However, I apologize for this one.
I thought I might have something deep or thoughtful to write tonight, but I'm simply too tired right now.
Perhaps tomorrow's entry will have something worthwhile. However, I apologize for this one.
stasi:
Noticed you're a fan of Something Awful - great site. When I'm bored, sometimes I just cruise through Cliff Yablonski's section. Either that or go through Comedy Goldmine or Photoshop Phriday. Everyone gets made fun of....
Slow weekend, little to report...maybe tomorrow?
Now we're going to play a little game.
In this game, you have to describe the person who posts above you in three words. But you can't make them up, so you have to actually go and talk to this person.
The winners are those that make new friends out of this.
Now we're going to play a little game.
In this game, you have to describe the person who posts above you in three words. But you can't make them up, so you have to actually go and talk to this person.
The winners are those that make new friends out of this.
sakita:
makes me homesick.
or ..
sweet pining daydreamer?
and no it is not bad to be a day dreamer.
[Edited on Jun 22, 2003]
or ..
sweet pining daydreamer?
and no it is not bad to be a day dreamer.
[Edited on Jun 22, 2003]
alisa:
sakita: berra lovin weirdo
but in the best possible way of course. go ask her she knows what i mean by that...tee hee.
and oh man your pics are great...no wonder that door girl wanted to write on your stomach. you are so going to get hit on all the time. i hope things are going better around where you are. and that you're staying strong and getting into town more for some serious skating and girl action
love ya
but in the best possible way of course.
go ask her she knows what i mean by that...tee hee.
and oh man your pics are great...no wonder that door girl wanted to write on your stomach. you are so going to get hit on all the time. i hope things are going better around where you are. and that you're staying strong and getting into town more for some serious skating and girl action
love ya
Photos updated, prompted by alisa's question
Let me know what you all think!
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No one tried to guess what song it was.
Well, I'll probably update the photos anyway.
I'm not sure if I'm getting used to be unemployed or what, but I've stopped worrying about it so much. I'll find something, eventually. And I'm not doing horrible getting art related jobs on the...
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Let me know what you all think!
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No one tried to guess what song it was.
Well, I'll probably update the photos anyway.
I'm not sure if I'm getting used to be unemployed or what, but I've stopped worrying about it so much. I'll find something, eventually. And I'm not doing horrible getting art related jobs on the...
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sakita:
ahh local bands???
ooh can you help me??
is there still a record store
on the corner across the street from valentine video
i dont mean where spiny normans used to be..
its driving me crazy trying to think of it.
....
i miss the scene in kc i miss all my friends and their lovely bands...
i miss kc period..
too bad i never got to meet you, we could support local music together.
ooh can you help me??
is there still a record store
on the corner across the street from valentine video
i dont mean where spiny normans used to be..
its driving me crazy trying to think of it.
....
i miss the scene in kc i miss all my friends and their lovely bands...
i miss kc period..
too bad i never got to meet you, we could support local music together.
nuria:
Hi I'm Kristin, I love alisa therefore I love you...
two cigarettes / lying close together
trying their best to forget / the heaving in their chests
one says i'm sorry / if i made you sad
i just wanted to kiss you / to say that i had
Park is a really great band, you should check them out here if you haven't heard of them before. I'll update my photo journal if someone...
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trying their best to forget / the heaving in their chests
one says i'm sorry / if i made you sad
i just wanted to kiss you / to say that i had
Park is a really great band, you should check them out here if you haven't heard of them before. I'll update my photo journal if someone...
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I need a fucking hug.
kristy_lyn:
i'll give you a hug ya sexy bitch
*hugs*
oh what the hell *licks*
oh and BTW, younger guys rock my party *giggles*
*kisses*
[Edited on Jun 14, 2003]
*hugs*
oh what the hell *licks*
oh and BTW, younger guys rock my party *giggles*
*kisses*
[Edited on Jun 14, 2003]
alisa:
{{{{{{{{{{squishy squishy mushy hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}
from one friend to another....love ya
i'm here for you if you need to talk ok?
from one friend to another....love ya
i'm here for you if you need to talk ok?
so much insight for such a young man
don't look for a girl and the right one will fall into you lap, i promise
*kisses*
trust me i just know; and i wouldn't steer you wrong.
xxx