Thursday Sep 28, 2006

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Right now I feel really unloved I am so depressed me and Seans relationship hasnt been going to well and I just want things to get better. i feel like he hates me all the time anymore i am so upset all the time. and he doesnt reassure me like he should if he loves me like he says he does. am i being stupid?

I am so confused. I really thought about moving out last night. But the problem is I love him to much and it would hurt so bad i dont know what to do cause i love him with allllllllllllll my heart and i have never cared about a person like this before. i cant bring myself to leave and that is the problem cause if he doesnt love me then why should i stay. but he does love me at least he says he does.

all i know is that we really need to work on our relationship right now. i hope he will work on things with me and we can get back to normal i love him so much

sorry this is so depressing that is just how i feel and i need to get it out.

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treasure:
**big ass hug and kiss** I understand how you are feeling right now. Things will work out the way they should. Just try not to get too upset over things and always try to keep your chin up. kiss
ta2dmom:
I'm going to tell you something that might help a bit, I'm guessing that Sean, like my husband, is tired of always reassuring you of things that he thinks you should know already. It feels like they don't care or whatever but, because they reassure us over and over again and we keep the same insecurities, then they STOP reassuring us because they feel like we don't care what they are saying. It's a big ugly double edged sword. We want them to keep reassuring us, but they're tired of us not believing them and so they stop. It's vicious. Just talk to him and tell him how you feel. (((((hugs))))))
xoxo
kiss

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