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I am so depressed right now it isnt funny. I have to work today too. I dont want to go but I dont know if I can find someone to come in for me. All I have been doing all day is crying. There is a reason for all of this but I really dont want to discuss it on here. I just wish that life could go right for me. The situation that is going on I dont know what to do or how to fix it I feel so helpless. I wish I had a close friend right now to cry on their shoulder. I need someone to be there for me right now.

WHY IS LIFE SO HARD??????????



This is me today



i found this poem and this is how i feel kind of


The Fight
by Cathye Haney
As I sit here listening
To the fight going on
Between my head and my heart
I feel numb inside.
My head says "I'm a fool;"
My heart says, "But you
Love him so."
My head says "He will
Hurt you again."
My heart answers, "But
He also makes me happy."
My head says, "Look at
All the tears he
Made you cry."
My heart answers, "Yes,
But he also gives
Me pleasure."
My head says, "You
Are strong and can
Get over him."
My heart answers,
"He makes me feel
Alive and whole."
I need him and
I love him. Without
Him I would only
Be existing.
I slowly shake my
Head, "No," knowing
My heart has won once
More.