rochelle

I HATE THE HOLIDAYS

Christmas is nothing but bullshit-in case the world did not know, for the last fuckin time, Jesus was not born on December 25th!!! He was born in the late summer or early fall so there!

I have told everyone that I have no money! I have stated quiet nicley that I have mad bills to pay, and I have also joined the shitty club of those who are in debt. Ii can not afford this stupid holiday, and yet, people are still pretending they do not hear me!!!! My head hurts so fuckin bad. Mmy new job has me in the stupid car for hours, just driving and driving, and generally I like that, but not when I am on a mission to find houses and there are no houses to be found. My camera battery died this morning on one of my runs-the lost boy woke me up and asked if Ii wanted to hang, but I had scarfed doritos the night before and felt really rotound so I wasn't seeing him. I just could not bring myself to put on make-up and look all pretty and that shit at 9 am!

I want to sign up for classes for next semester, but Ii am not sure how I will pay-Ii refuse to take out any loans. My family keeps calling me, and I have to find a dealer to get me through the holidays, since my connection will proably be in NYC with his brother. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY-CURSES!