robscarlett

Hi Rob , I actually fish on the beach year round , right now the winter flounder are on the shallow mud flats getting ready to mate , so it's a real good time to catch big doormat flounder . I also catch a few cod at this time of the year , and blackfish too . I wont however sit on thin ice all day drilling holes looking for fish on some pond or lake , as I much prefer the fresh salt breeze at the beach , you can come along sometime if you would like , it will be close to 60 out this Saturday and I have plenty of extra gear and often cook the fish right there on the beach with my butane stove

greetings, love! sorry about the blah, but hopefully that will be alleviated soon. sending you a lovely weekend, and a big . you are always such a sweetness, so sending much in the way of appreciation to you as well.

Heres one of my favs......


Sitting her pondering the end of time,

Wastefully conducting thoughts of the mind,

Tunneling your way you continue to think on,

Demising your end till its all gone,

Holes in the sole, missing ones own,

Anxiously waiting the return from the lone.



-Later man, take care.

[Edited on Jan 12, 2005 2:41PM]

There is Shag Frenzy and Bound at the Webster Underground in Hartford they are both on Saturday nights and occur monthly

It's starting to look like you are on an emotional downward spiral

I'm going for a corkscrew into a loop-dee-loop. Wish me luck.

The party was fun , but only 5 SGCT members showed up , I guess noone wanted to drive with all the storm warnings , Jenna is a nice girl and will fit in real well with the group , and her friends are cool as well . I hope you are feeling a little better today

I don't know how well everything would fit if I made your clothes, but maybe we can figure something out. I have quite a few projects I need to finish first, though. A couple of quilts, some drapes, an apron and a skirt. Hopefully by then, I'll have a great understanding of how my machine will work.

Hmmmm, I smell a night out scoping for some hotties! What do you say?

No problem, Man. BTW, I wasn't talking about last night or tonight; I was thinking sometime in the future. I'll play wingman.

Another classic journal entry

During this week on a couple of afternoons I had a couple of hundred canadian geese shitting all over my front lawn , It took a couple of rounds from a 12 guage to get them to take flight , and one is in my crock pot right now , my front lawn looked like 500 dogs took a dump on it and is impossible to walk across I'll just have to take solace in enjoying the fresh goose soup

In Middletown many of the local homeless people often hang out at Harbor Park , and many are dressed so well you would never even know without talking to them , during my recovery at the hospital I would often spend time at the park and met quite a few of them , and many are decent people who took a few wrong turns in life

You're so cool! Thanks for the kind words. I feel the same about this site

And though I've never really been homeless, I do agree that sometimes, you become a victim of circumstances. It's just easier for most people to judge becasue they don't want to take the time to understand...

And I have a quote that I think describes you:
"The true measure of a man is how he treats someone who can do him absolutely no good."
--Samuel Johnson (1709-1784)

Have a great weekend!

yr precious and sweet, my dear. i am in nc, which is quite a holler in the high wind from you, but sending you the best no matter the distance. i wish i could actually give you the holding and helping that you need. you are clearly such a warm and giving person, so hopefully the right girl will come along soon.

until then, as recommended, maybe get out some and just feel other people? maybe a movie indeed, or a show, or anything that feels right. you only need to take care of yrself right now.

i'm sorry that you've been feeling so low....that's never good.
but am glad that you're feeling a bit better.
sometimes, i think i'm never going to get better, never going to get over him. every night since saturday, i've had a dream about him....there's awful flooding around where he lives right now...he almost ruined a car that way, and i want to call and check out how things are...but it's not a good idea....

....i think i'm just feeling like this cause i'm sick and have nothing better to do.

tuesday, i did take the day off work, stay home adn watch "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind", ponder and cry...at least you didn't give in to it!

No more AIM since I got my new computer. Got a Yahoo Messenger account, vaughnbauer. But, I'm headed off to sleep. I'll be on tomorrow (late morning, early afternoon) if you want to chat. Later.

Flux tonight ?

Wow, well I... ummm. ..... yeah.

So im just stoppin in sayin hi again. I hope your journal entry didnt reflect your new years. I hope the thoughts came from a little blue man that sits on your keyboard and tells you what to write, *he told me me to tell you that, and hes actually more aqua* but yeah, be happy.

I hope you eventually dont feel like killing anyone, especially me. *Huh* are you knocking at my door? AHH!

I uh, well, gotta go...... See yah.

And best wishes in the new year.

Im proud to be part of the group.

Later bro,

till next time...

Done hiding yet ? The holidays are over now

i look forward to your return! i can totally understand you wanting to keep your emotions to yourself around this time of year...new years is rough, especially with a relationship-type situation as the one you have.

mine was really odd too...i have a lot of little crushes on people, but i still, despite all his assholeishness, care for bender deeply. i yelled at him, called him a "mother fucker" on new years eve. he sold me out to this guy that is totally creepy and that i hate, telling him that we were no longer together when dude asked, "hey bender, where's your lady"
rather than saying that i was not yet at the show he told the dude that we weren't together anymore....i can see having that sort of honesty with your friends but not someone that you dislike. creepy dude used to hit on me hardcore when bender and i were still together and it made him furious...but now he's just selling me out to him...so there was yelling from me and then no talking to me from him....for the rest of the night.....things just keep fucking up more and more......

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU THOUGH!!!!!!!