Another text message. Super. Cold is almost gone though so that's a good thing.
So when I went to a Wendy's today I knew it was going to be trouble. I might get some flak for this but I'm not tyhe caring kind at this point.
It's full of hispanic people who barely speak any english. I say barely because they could repeat the menu...
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So when I went to a Wendy's today I knew it was going to be trouble. I might get some flak for this but I'm not tyhe caring kind at this point.
It's full of hispanic people who barely speak any english. I say barely because they could repeat the menu...
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SNow boarding was awsome. I have a cold. My ex sent me a text message....I guess just to make sure my heart was still chewed up.
I'm doing well aside from the cold.
I hope you all are well.
Take care.
I'm doing well aside from the cold.
I hope you all are well.
Take care.
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poetik:
Glad your snowboarding went well! Since I can't even skate, I think I'll save those kinds of fun activities for you
And I'm doing well too
And I'm doing well too
elmcitydrunk:
at least you're enjoying winter a bit. get your ass out to another event already! saturday is movie night!
I hate this day. I hate the commercialism involved. I hate the way you are made to feel less than normal for having no one to "love" or "love you" on this day....more than any other. I used to think this day was crap...but there were a few times when I would almost feel good about it...because I wasn't one of "those" people who didn't...
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poetik:
My feelings exactly. In fact, it means more when you're there for people everyday, and it makes VD day, as I like to call it, less of a big deal between you and them. And since I've never had a Valentine, and I'm also a very lonely person, I relate. Keep your chin up! 
kreatinkaos:
Did you get to play in a terain park on the snowboard , or at least a half pipe
Sometimes I just enjoy going psycho on a triple diamond trail , it has been a while since i've hit a tree , though I have accidentally taken out a few skiers , well some of them deserved it
I'm getting better. I keep telling myself this each and every day. It's too close to me to actually see the changes but I know they must be there.
I don't like being alone or more to the point being lonely. I feel like a child lost in a store. Everything is so big and open and empty...when I'm with people..it's too crowded and closed...
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I don't like being alone or more to the point being lonely. I feel like a child lost in a store. Everything is so big and open and empty...when I'm with people..it's too crowded and closed...
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arachnequarius:
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm - that is a niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice set of happy images ~ very tactile. rawr. well, the exploding part was a little dangerous, but we all need some danger, yes?
so how is project take care of self? having some fun? enjoying some well deserved you time?
so how is project take care of self? having some fun? enjoying some well deserved you time?
arachnequarius:
ps - ok, i just made you sound like the lifetime channel or something! ack!
When, In Disgrace With Fortune and Men's Eyes
by William Shakespeare (1564-1616)
When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featur'd like him, like him with friends possess'd,
Desiring this man's art and...
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by William Shakespeare (1564-1616)
When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featur'd like him, like him with friends possess'd,
Desiring this man's art and...
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arachnequarius:
my dear, i have no doubt that you will actually win the hearts of any number of wonderful women who will appreciate your lovlieness. and whomever you chose will be a lucky lass indeed.
elmcitydrunk:
while any sort of encouragement i would try to offer here would sound a bit contrived after your literary entry, i do sincerely hope you are well and finding peace a little at a time.
Sorry about not updating or replying so much. I'm tired. Things are okay in my chest...my heart aches so I know it's still there.
I worked a 17 hour day yesterday and a 10 hour day today. When I got home last night I got an IM from someone and chatted for awhile so only got 2 hours sleep before work today.
So...I'm tired.
I...
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I worked a 17 hour day yesterday and a 10 hour day today. When I got home last night I got an IM from someone and chatted for awhile so only got 2 hours sleep before work today.
So...I'm tired.
I...
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kreatinkaos:
I saw a funny quote elsewhere on the web "He who laughs last , thinks too slow "
arachnequarius:
no worries, precious - glad that you are feeling a bit better at least. take care of yrself, try and rest when you can, and know i am sending you the best.
I can feel my walls coming back. It doesn't bother me and it isn't a bad thing...it just is.
Right now I can feel sad. Sad for what I've lost and what she lost. Sad for what never will be and what is to come. Sad for the next person who has to fight and claw and dig their way inside...only to find that there...
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Right now I can feel sad. Sad for what I've lost and what she lost. Sad for what never will be and what is to come. Sad for the next person who has to fight and claw and dig their way inside...only to find that there...
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girly:
I can't wait to shoot a set for SG.
I'll post more pics soon. Take care!
I'll post more pics soon. Take care!
arachnequarius:
you are the sweetest thing in the world - and i am officially stealing "sweet zombie jesus" as my excalamtion of choice. that is the FUNNIEST thing i have every read! you are such a doll, and you have scars, which is incredibly sexy, if i haven't mentioned that before.
*sigh* I'm tired. No real reason for it....but I am. I like it a little. I may actually sleep through the night without any dreams.
I washed two of my rats tonight after cleaning their cage. My two girls who live together Sheema and Kamora. They did well....no fear poops.
But they did squeek like I was killing them.
And boy did they look like...well...
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I washed two of my rats tonight after cleaning their cage. My two girls who live together Sheema and Kamora. They did well....no fear poops.
And boy did they look like...well...
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kreatinkaos:
Do the rats try to bite you when you give them a bath ? and what do the ferrets and squirrel do at bath time ?
I'm going to need a few trips to my chiropractor if not a trip to the emergency room , everything hurts after letting my inner child loose on the slopes on a snowboard today in vermont , it's been a while since I went last , so the first couple of times I caught serious air , I stuffed the landings badly , much to my nephews amusement
I'm going to need a few trips to my chiropractor if not a trip to the emergency room , everything hurts after letting my inner child loose on the slopes on a snowboard today in vermont , it's been a while since I went last , so the first couple of times I caught serious air , I stuffed the landings badly , much to my nephews amusement
dumpling:
Poor boys - they just like being dirty.
ohh - I've missed you and I've been all reclusive lately - but I think I'm going to turn over a new leaf and start being all friendly like because I like some of the folk on this website - goddamnit!
I burnt myself on my oven an hour ago but it is just starting to hurt because my hands are so cold. It was -33 today.
I think there is a website devoted to Canadians marrying Americans. I think it is for American who hate El Presidente.
xoxoxoxo, minky
ohh - I've missed you and I've been all reclusive lately - but I think I'm going to turn over a new leaf and start being all friendly like because I like some of the folk on this website - goddamnit!
I burnt myself on my oven an hour ago but it is just starting to hurt because my hands are so cold. It was -33 today.
I think there is a website devoted to Canadians marrying Americans. I think it is for American who hate El Presidente.
xoxoxoxo, minky
Had dinner last with my friend Kelly and J ("J" is his real name...just a letter*shrug*) and their friend Erinn.
It went well. I found her a lot more attractive than I thought I would...I Mean I had only seen like a postage sized pic of her before so didn't have a lot to go on...but she was very pretty. Her personality was something I...
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It went well. I found her a lot more attractive than I thought I would...I Mean I had only seen like a postage sized pic of her before so didn't have a lot to go on...but she was very pretty. Her personality was something I...
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allied:
Dude, thanks for the birthday wishes. And, keep getting out there and having fun. You'll be OK.
chelsea:
thanks for the set comment/compliment....
:love
Who are you quoting? I'd really like to know.
Who are you quoting? I'd really like to know.
Upon the Nipples of Julia's Breast
by Robert Herrick (sometime in the 17th century)
Have ye beheld (with much delight)
A red rose peeping through a white?
Or else a cherry (double graced)
Within a lily center-placed?
Or ever marked the pretty beam
A strawberry shows half drowned in cream?
Or seen rich rubies blushing through
A pure smooth pearl, and orient too?
So like...
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by Robert Herrick (sometime in the 17th century)
Have ye beheld (with much delight)
A red rose peeping through a white?
Or else a cherry (double graced)
Within a lily center-placed?
Or ever marked the pretty beam
A strawberry shows half drowned in cream?
Or seen rich rubies blushing through
A pure smooth pearl, and orient too?
So like...
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kreatinkaos:
Interesting
I know a lot of whores ........I mean strippers who would debate that last quote
poetik:
That poem's great! And that quote applies to just about everyone too.
I'm at work after a long night out, but it's OK. I'm recovering. So, when did you end up doing your artwork?
I'm at work after a long night out, but it's OK. I'm recovering. So, when did you end up doing your artwork?
so, the journaling is not for now? understandable, as you have been experiencing sooooo much stuff lately! you are a strong sir, and will surely recover to a different place soon. i actually resist the whole chat thing - my tech hold out.
wishing you the best, as ever. ♥