I'm gonna say sorry right now for any typos. I'm dyslexic...and I've taken two vicodin and two Triple Blacks...so I'm starting to get fuzzy around my edges.
Right now...I feel fine. My heart aches...I'm very sad...I miss her very very much...but I'm fine.
I feel the urge to do things...things I haven't done in awhile. I mean besides sex.
I Wanna draw again. When I get down to it I can draw really well. So well that at times I even like it. And if anyone out there does any type of art...you know it's a rare thing to be happy with your work.
My friend Ronnie is one of the best artists I've ever seen. He really takes art and his skill and talent and runs with it. It's breath taking at times. Not liek kick in the balls breath taking...more like...I ran up three flights breath taking. With out the urge to vomit I mean.
I miss sex. Maybe not a topic anyone wants to read but it's my journal and if you don't like it you can suck my yambag.
I miss the closeness...the dirtiness of it...the smell...the taste..the making love...the fucking like angry pigs...giving all you have and taking what you want...everything.
So check out my pics section for two new pics I have of me. I stole them from the SGCT group photosets....I went to a group function this past weekend and dressed up. I look so sad...I didn't realize I looked so sad. I need to strap on a set and get back to my apathy.
I hope everyone is doing well. If anyone needs anything please feel free to ask. If I can help...I will.
Take care.
Remember-"Take 1 tablet as needed for pain."
Right now...I feel fine. My heart aches...I'm very sad...I miss her very very much...but I'm fine.
I feel the urge to do things...things I haven't done in awhile. I mean besides sex.
I Wanna draw again. When I get down to it I can draw really well. So well that at times I even like it. And if anyone out there does any type of art...you know it's a rare thing to be happy with your work.
My friend Ronnie is one of the best artists I've ever seen. He really takes art and his skill and talent and runs with it. It's breath taking at times. Not liek kick in the balls breath taking...more like...I ran up three flights breath taking. With out the urge to vomit I mean.
I miss sex. Maybe not a topic anyone wants to read but it's my journal and if you don't like it you can suck my yambag.
I miss the closeness...the dirtiness of it...the smell...the taste..the making love...the fucking like angry pigs...giving all you have and taking what you want...everything.
So check out my pics section for two new pics I have of me. I stole them from the SGCT group photosets....I went to a group function this past weekend and dressed up. I look so sad...I didn't realize I looked so sad. I need to strap on a set and get back to my apathy.
I hope everyone is doing well. If anyone needs anything please feel free to ask. If I can help...I will.
Take care.
Remember-"Take 1 tablet as needed for pain."
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be well!